Okay, to anyone who cares,
I had this friend and we were becoming really good friends and I was not attracted to her and she became attracted to me. Upon finding out I approached with the "I'll give it a shot" opinion. We began something small and she was way more into it than I expected, so I backed out. Then, a few weeks later, I felt like a complete idiot because here is this gret girl that I'm already friends with that is truly interested in me and enjoys the same things as me. So I tried again with her and was successful until I blew it again for self-esteem issues. Now after seriously messing with this girl we have rebuilt our friendship and I think there are romantic feelings growing once again. My question to you is, should I pursue this or be gratefull for our friendship and wait for her move(it is unlikely that she make a move)
Other inf: 1) I'm am not good with girls 2) I am really hung up on this girl