I feel so bad..i do this to all my friends...
My friends always want me to sleepover and i never can..i get extremly homesick...
Today my friend wanted me to stay the night and it was like 10:00 and my mom was there to pick me up and she asked my mom ..Usually my mom keeps it a secret that i am scared.. this time she didnt..she came straight out and said that i was scared and i could if i wanted to. Me and my friend went and talked...she got really upset, because she really wanted me to stay and i was thinking in my head is no way that i can stay, i am to scared: she was thinking of all the reasons i should stay and all the thinkgs we could do...her mom even came and talked to me about it, she said that i needed to get over it and to face my fears. My friend got really upset almost crying...becuae she tried so hard and it didnt work. i feel so embarrassed all her family knows and the people that ate over with us tonight know
I dont know what to do....
What should i do...
What should i say?
What can i do to prevent my fears and being homesick..?
Has any one else expierenced this?
Love Always
Alexis