your story- the short description- has inspired me. i won`t give up. i will give her time she need since she asks for it,, i will wait, hope and live on that hope, deep down and i am not wrong,, i have those strong feelings.. she is the one. going NC is just to prepare my self to fight for love, in a peaceful way of course, if nothing happens,, i wont by the end blame my self why i never tried. trying always get us to where we want even if we try once..thanks and best of luck