Ok, I just got my frist kiss too! And it was soo messed up, I mean everyone says it's perfect and stuff like that but it was.... weird! Ok, here's the story:
We were at this "End of Summer" Party at this guy name Aaron's house. We were all around the age of 13 some 12 but pretty much the same age! Well, this guy that is like sooo cute and smart and funny was talking to me and I liked him! So Aaron decides it would be fun to play "7 in Heaven!" I had never played the game before but heard about it and was like "Ok wutever I'll play" Well this guy I was talking to is Aarons best friend and asks to pick someone frist. then, he picks me! (big surprise!) I was really nervous and we went in the closet and he said "You know how to play this game right?" And I was like "Duh!" But then he said "oh, I just learned" I giggled but nervously and I guess he noticed because then he said "I'm nervous too! I never thought going to some dumb party like this could mean my first kiss!" I was startled because I was almost positive he had been kissed before but I guess that's where gossip get's ya! "Well," i said "We don't have too..." Then really quickly he said " But I want to... all my friends talk about it and stuff like that but mostly because I really like you!" I was soo nervous that I was literly frozen and he was like "Is it ok?" And I guess I shook my head or something because next thing I know he was really close and it happened! Yea, I liked it but I never thought it would be soo.... messy and weird! Well, right when he leaned back away from me Aaron opened the door and everyone laugh because he was only a few inches from my face and Aaron and some others where listening thourgh the door soo.... it was weird!
But the answer to your question is no you weren't wrong to say "no" it will happen when it's meant to but don't keep sayin "no" because it's got to happen sometime ok? lata!