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Fame1977

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  1. Based on what was essentially a teaser for the movie I wanted to figure out what it was, I started the Mortal Engines series. I'm early in, but I like it so far.
  2. I have really been into anything Squirrel Girl these days. They are hilarious! I also started the comic Atomic Blonde the movie was based on. It's a pretty good spy read.
  3. I am starting to read the Transall Saga. I'm not far, but it seems like it will be a cool read.
  4. I just read the Jessica Jones Alias series in prep for the show. I also read the Lumberjanes series I can't wait for the next installment. I just finished the Giant Days Volume 1 too. That cracked me up!!!
  5. I just read the Kingsman series. I liked it, I have not seen the movie and it seems differences are made. I still am excited to see it though.
  6. I'm reading Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro
  7. I just started Ready Player One. It seems right up my alley.
  8. I am reading This Song Will Save your Life by Leila Sales
  9. This isn't really a no contact message, as much as it is somewhere to put my thoughts. It's probably silly since the only one that can answer what is going on in your head is you. I'm not sure why you came back, if you didn't want to try harder than you are trying right now. Usually I wouldn't freak out, but for real, ever since what happened with us before my head and my heart are a bit fragile. When we did hang out and see each other, I really thought it was amazing. I hope I didn't scare you off. I know we aren't serious or anything, it's just the same thing is happening that you did befo
  10. I am now reading The Runaways series from Marvel. I am on Volume 4 of the series. I love it!!!
  11. This is the 4 trillionth time I have written on here. I don't know what to say anymore. I feel stupid saying I miss you all the time. You keep saying it and kept saying me songs and song lyrics and memories, so I thought I we could try again. I guess I should get the hint that you never re added me on FB and that you won't see me. It's just harder since we talk every day. I miss you. There have even been two days that we were texting then you just didn't say anything at all. I'm stupid for thinking you want to see me I'm sure. It just makes me sad how it all went down. I miss you the same amou
  12. I am going to try to tackle Dead Souls by Nikolai Gogol. Russian literature is very challenging to me, so I hope I can take up this challenge.
  13. I keep trying to see you and it seems like it probably wont happen any time soon. I don't know what's going on with you. You delete me off of FB and I ask to see if I can get added back on and you say yes, but don't add me. You make sort of plans to maybe do something and you back out. You say you miss me. You send me songs that remind you of me. I'm not sure what to say. I tried again yesterday to see how you feel, and all I get was I agree and that Im your best friend and that you miss me. You didn't say you are dating anyone, so maybe you just don't want me to know. I don't know. I guess I
  14. I feel weird typing in this slot again for the second time in two days. I break this No Contact thing all the time. Once again I put myself out there again to you, and all you say is I agree and that you miss me too. I know I should stop trying and just stop thinking about you like that, but I can't and it sucks. I should read between the lines and realize a second chance isn't coming any time, or at least any time soon. It just stinks knowing that someone as perfect for me like you are decided this. And to make sort of plans and back out on me. I guess it is just exhausting believing that you
  15. We still talk every day 10 months after we broke up. What makes it worse is that I still have feelings for you even though I have not seen you since last December. You are my very best friend in the Universe. It also kills me when you say you miss me. Then you sort of make plans with me, and then back out. That kills me even worse. I get upset when you don't text back. It shouldn't I shouldn't care, but it does. It's none of my business really. But there are also times when you don't text back, and double check if I am mad, then sometimes you act like nothing happened. My heart still belongs t
  16. I'm not sure if Graphic Novels or Manga are allowed....but those are my favorites. Watchmen The Scott Pilgrim series. Seconds as far as comics, Green Arrow is my favorite super hero. I also like anything Justice League related.
  17. I'm reading The 5th Wave. The author's name escapes my mind at the moment. I tried to read the Divergent series, but I couldn't take it after the first book. It just dragged. I also read Me, Earl and the Dying Girl. It was very good.
  18. This is pretty much the opposite and that we talk all the time. In fact it's even weirder that you asked if I was mad at you for NOT talking to you. I have a sneaking suspicion you are trying to get back with him and not sure about it, yet. I really am sorry for dumping all that stuff on you today. I was going on not so much sleep, and I couldn't take it eating me up inside. The fact you gave a vague answer, sucks. Bad. I wish you would have said yes or no to seeing someone. Seriously. It's pretty simple. I'm trying to move past something so I CAN BE your friend.
  19. So, even though I am feeling lousy, I was doing pretty good about being your friend. I'm sorry I slipped up yesterday and said I missed one of our things that we did. I didn't mean for it to happen. It just kind of slipped out. I feel lousy now for saying it. I don't think it's an "upper hand" issue with either of us. I just didn't want to seem needy. And you saying you missed it too, made it feel like I should have hope still. I probably shouldn't but you know. Oh well.
  20. I don't know what is happening with us now. I know I said I wanted to keep talking to you, and I do, and you do. But it's just weird. Having you say you missed talking to me last night set me back. You probably don't know what you're doing to me, and I thought it would make me happy, and part of me is. And part of me wants you to go away. I still love you. In love with you. Maybe it's all new, and I'm sure it'll all fade. I'm not sure if you've moved on. Or what.
  21. The one thing that I wish is to go back. In retrospect, I think No Contact was a horrible idea. And I wish I could go back. I was so excited for the date that we were talking again, and we were going to work on us. I poured my heart out and you gave me a vague answer. It was probably your way of saying it was over. And not hurting me, but it still stung a bit. I was hoping the No Contact would make it easier to miss you. It didn't make it easier. I still miss everything. I wish that I would get honesty from you, if you have moved on with someone else, even though initially you said you hadn't.
  22. I'm trying to go NC. It's so hard. I don't know if you've moved on with him or not. Or if there is someone else or not. It was kind of frustrating not really getting a goodbye answer from you. But I didn't want to push you further. Instead, you gave me that vague answer, now, I don't think it means you wanted to fight for us anymore. Because you kept giving the same answer you've always given. I'm lost. I feel lost without you. I'm serious. I went by advice and am doing the NC route, I'm not even sure it's the right path to take. I think we were meant for each other. I mean that, with every ou
  23. Well, I have already contacted you twice. The first to see if you were ok, and the next to see if you wanted to break the NC rule that I set. I feel lousy. The one last night about the NC, was stupid, I was just so excited to talk to you again. But then you didn't text back. At all. So, I guess I get that point. Unless it was a mistake. I'm sorry. I really am. So, I left my phone at home. I am not sure what would be worse at this point, you texting, or you not texting. I miss you. A lot. A lot more than that. You are the first person I want to tell about anything, and everything. You were the
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