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  1. Based on what was essentially a teaser for the movie I wanted to figure out what it was, I started the Mortal Engines series. I'm early in, but I like it so far.
  2. I am starting to read the Transall Saga. I'm not far, but it seems like it will be a cool read.
  3. I'm reading Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro
  4. I just started Ready Player One. It seems right up my alley.
  5. I am reading This Song Will Save your Life by Leila Sales
  6. This isn't really a no contact message, as much as it is somewhere to put my thoughts. It's probably silly since the only one that can answer what is going on in your head is you. I'm not sure why you came back, if you didn't want to try harder than you are trying right now. Usually I wouldn't freak out, but for real, ever since what happened with us before my head and my heart are a bit fragile. When we did hang out and see each other, I really thought it was amazing. I hope I didn't scare you off. I know we aren't serious or anything, it's just the same thing is happening that you did before so I'm lost as what to do. Do I just keep waiting around? I don't know anymore
  7. This is the 4 trillionth time I have written on here. I don't know what to say anymore. I feel stupid saying I miss you all the time. You keep saying it and kept saying me songs and song lyrics and memories, so I thought I we could try again. I guess I should get the hint that you never re added me on FB and that you won't see me. It's just harder since we talk every day. I miss you. There have even been two days that we were texting then you just didn't say anything at all. I'm stupid for thinking you want to see me I'm sure. It just makes me sad how it all went down. I miss you the same amount I missed you from when we broke up. I wish that wasn't happening 10 months later. I miss you.
  8. I am going to try to tackle Dead Souls by Nikolai Gogol. Russian literature is very challenging to me, so I hope I can take up this challenge.
  9. I keep trying to see you and it seems like it probably wont happen any time soon. I don't know what's going on with you. You delete me off of FB and I ask to see if I can get added back on and you say yes, but don't add me. You make sort of plans to maybe do something and you back out. You say you miss me. You send me songs that remind you of me. I'm not sure what to say. I tried again yesterday to see how you feel, and all I get was I agree and that Im your best friend and that you miss me. You didn't say you are dating anyone, so maybe you just don't want me to know. I don't know. I guess I should finally stop thinking about it. I still have all these amazing memories of you. I miss you.
  10. I feel weird typing in this slot again for the second time in two days. I break this No Contact thing all the time. Once again I put myself out there again to you, and all you say is I agree and that you miss me too. I know I should stop trying and just stop thinking about you like that, but I can't and it sucks. I should read between the lines and realize a second chance isn't coming any time, or at least any time soon. It just stinks knowing that someone as perfect for me like you are decided this. And to make sort of plans and back out on me. I guess it is just exhausting believing that you want to see me again. I know I should move on but somehow can't. You gave him 38 chances and me one, and that makes me mad. But you're my best friend. It all just sucks.
  11. We still talk every day 10 months after we broke up. What makes it worse is that I still have feelings for you even though I have not seen you since last December. You are my very best friend in the Universe. It also kills me when you say you miss me. Then you sort of make plans with me, and then back out. That kills me even worse. I get upset when you don't text back. It shouldn't I shouldn't care, but it does. It's none of my business really. But there are also times when you don't text back, and double check if I am mad, then sometimes you act like nothing happened. My heart still belongs to you. You may be seeing someone else, again, after saying you miss me and want to see me and get together. This hurts me more than I can explain. You choosing someone over me while we were dating, was awful, I never was given time to get over you. It is my fault, but I've already stated you're my best friend. I know I miss you still the same amount as I did. I don't know. It sucks. If you are dating another person over giving me another chance, please just tell me how you feel. I miss you.
  12. I'm reading The 5th Wave. The author's name escapes my mind at the moment. I tried to read the Divergent series, but I couldn't take it after the first book. It just dragged. I also read Me, Earl and the Dying Girl. It was very good.
  13. This is pretty much the opposite and that we talk all the time. In fact it's even weirder that you asked if I was mad at you for NOT talking to you. I have a sneaking suspicion you are trying to get back with him and not sure about it, yet. I really am sorry for dumping all that stuff on you today. I was going on not so much sleep, and I couldn't take it eating me up inside. The fact you gave a vague answer, sucks. Bad. I wish you would have said yes or no to seeing someone. Seriously. It's pretty simple. I'm trying to move past something so I CAN BE your friend.
  14. So, even though I am feeling lousy, I was doing pretty good about being your friend. I'm sorry I slipped up yesterday and said I missed one of our things that we did. I didn't mean for it to happen. It just kind of slipped out. I feel lousy now for saying it. I don't think it's an "upper hand" issue with either of us. I just didn't want to seem needy. And you saying you missed it too, made it feel like I should have hope still. I probably shouldn't but you know. Oh well.
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