well i sent her an email and this is what it said,
this is gonna be my last email begging you to go out with me again, whatever you say is your choice and im gonna have to live with it, i just want you to be happy. i just wanna tell you i love you alot and i hope you can forgive me for what ive done to make you sad since weve been going out. this past year and a half or so have been the best days of my life and i know, deep down inside of us if we really work hard enough we can get our relationship back on track, and if we can do that we will both be truly happy, i think that if you really left me we would both be miserable, or maybe i would, i dont know, but i know that i will never ever find another beautiful wonderful, perfect girl like you, ever. when i look at you it just makes me smile i just love you, and i hope we can work things out. whatever your choice is i hope its what makes you truly happy.
-Forever your baby, xxxx
i hope it helps, last night she called me and we talked for a while and she told me she would rethink some stuff, so i guess thats a good sign, thx for your help guys ill post and update tomorrow and see if this email helped.