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My situation with my wife, is that I find myself questioning if i really ever loved her or if our marriage ever had passion. The other women in my life, makes me feel alive, full of passion, she makes me feel good, not just sexually, but emotionally as well. My torment is that my wife is a good person, she's a great wife in certain areas, but at times she's insensitive to my feelings (as I am sure I am to hers). To make matters even more complicated, we are struggling with medical procedures to try and have a baby, we've been diagnosed with fertility issues (on my side)...this makes matters more complicated as I am not sure about our marriage and I know that I don't want to create a child in a marriage that has these issues. As for the other women, with her 2 kids, ,,,, yes... i know i could handle becoming an instant dad....i love kids and I've been told many times that I am a very patient person and would make a great dad.......sometimes the solutions seems obvious and other times i think i'm going to make a complicated situation even more complicated.....very confused.