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  1. Crows
    Day 2: After telling me she wanted to talk more, she didn't reply to my text from wednesday from me replying to hers asking if i was doing alright. I'm done.
  2. Crows
    well its been one day since contact again. She tells me she wants to talk more wished we had.. then doesn't return my texts back and forth. Maybe shes paying me back for not returning the texts for days to her. I hope not becuase I wasn't playing games.. it was just I didn't wnat to text her becuase of how i felt.
  3. Crows
    Day 1 again.......... My last text to her has not been replied to. After yesterday her telling me she wishes we had talked more lately. I don't expect much. She loves to ask about my life and when I ask anything about hers... she either backs off, doesn't say anything of substance or just avoids it.. or says "i'm ok" "not a whole hell of a lot" Took the day off work.. not feeling great. Damn my landlords upstairs are frying some bacon.. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm hungry
  4. Crows
    Ex texted me again today....... After last night "hey" "howd your tests go?" SHe says today "Ever since your seizure thing, I wish we had talked more becuase i'm worried about you?"
  5. Crows
    Shey came on msn i log off... havve not responded to her texts tonight... shes just trying to make convo "hey" "how were your tests"
  6. Crows
    My ex said after a couple days "ignoring me" what do you do then. at the time i said "yeah im busy, its hard to talk to you sometimes" etc
  7. Crows
    She just texted me again "howd your tests go?" Meaning medical tests.
  8. Crows
    NO NO NO.. not going. im trying to get my money back! I had bought it back before she broke up with me.. it was a present for our 6 month and something to kick start our relationship. Not intamacy.. we had amazing intamacy.. but just general things IE arguments, etc. I feel dead She doesn't even know i bought it.. to this day.
  9. Crows
    Another thing to add. I had bought a trip to a ski resort for this next up coming weekend.. for our 6 month.. well it would be our 7 and a half now haha.. but yeah we were gonna go up there. And I had intended it to be a real good period to help fix our problems and continue forward. I can't get my money back I never told her about the present..... it cost me alot...... ALOT. i had just gone to vegas a week before i bought this trip.
  10. Crows
    Most likely...... She dumped me though.. i have to remember that. She also "told" me she has a bf. So ..... sighhhhhh
  11. Crows
    WHY is she doing this to me she just texted me.. saying "hey"
  12. Crows
    Day 3... another note: I thought she was done her stressfull school.. apprently not, shes' still doing her math crap like crazy. Still garbage running through my mind about if she actually has a bf or not or if she said it to get a reaction.. ughhh
  13. Crows
    Day 3: Still miss her alot.
  14. Crows
    Day 2 of NC again. Thinking about her at work a bit. Thinking of what she said.. her new bf etc. I'm thinking of regimenting myself to do conplete NC and see what happens and see how she responds. Hopefully a couple of prospect girls I can start going out with.
  15. Crows
    day 1 again.. done. IM going to cut myself from her. I have a feeling that she is gone back into some bad bad habits again.. and i fear for her. I have to cut myself from her.
  16. Crows
    Is it weird that I feel alot better now since i found out my ex has a new bf yesterday?
  17. Crows
    No contact begins for real today. Found things out I had a gut feeling for .. the last two months. DAY 1:
  18. Crows
    Today would have been our 8 month anniversary Havn't hread from her in 8 days again. If her pattern continues, I should hear from her int he next couple days.
  19. Crows
    Day....6... again.... I wrote her a letter.. contemplating to send or not. i feel good about the letter.
  20. Crows
    Day 3 again for me. Going out to downtown Vancouver to take pictures of the architecture.
  21. Crows
    Day 2 of NC again... she's at work now, usually comes online in a couple hours. WE shal see if the warming up continues on her part.
  22. Crows
    Another day 1.... wel see what happens.
  23. Crows
    Well I sent my ex last night a text at around 9:15 saying "hey, how did your exam go?" She didn't reply last night. This morning at around 11:30 I got one that read. "My exam went well..... I think. But I feel better about it beucase no matter what, I stuck through it" THis is 3 of the last 4 days we've had some sort of contact. IT's finally friendly again. No animosity.
  24. Crows
    Well stupid me. Good convo last night, talking nicely to each other. She had a big exam today. So I texted her about an hour ago "hey, how did your exam go?" IT's been an hour.. nothing back and I don't feel good. I learned that lesson. Probbaly pay back for when I didn't answer her texts. Ugh. I'm not playing a game, i'm just living my life and it's frusterating that she thinks this is a * * * *ing game. Eghh.. maybe she was just asleep.
  25. Crows
    Day 1 again. Yesterday we had a good 30 minute convo on msn. She seems to be opening up to me. I'm really glad I can talk to her again. it's so nice to hear from her etc. She intiated. She's having a big exam today. I feel we're at the stage now where I can send her a text asking her how it went and not feel bad. I think she will appreciate it. I hope.
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