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Crows

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  1. I Said day 2 the other post but that's not true. THe last I had any contact with her was on the phone last thursday. Today is day 6.
  2. Day 2 of official NC.. meaning blocking her etc. I feel actually pretty good. It hit me hard yesterday. But today I feel almost liberated. Plus I have a few female prospects on the go. Date on wednesday night.
  3. Alright.. people this is the biggest steps I will take in the 5 months since our breakup. It's not conclusive but it appears that she has found a new guy. I deleted her cell number from my phone..im shearing my facebook profile, as well as limiting her ability to view my profile. I am slowly chopping her away. I also blocked her on msn.
  4. Day 1 of NC has come to a shocker here. I just logged on to facebook to see her uploaded a couple pictures where shes getting pretty close with a guy she hung out with last weekend. Since then she has cancelled plans with me. Now is where I move on. Jesus.. waht a set back.
  5. Not really... I should really not be posting in here.. But I am. She bounced offline online about 5 times tonight. I'm just so fed up with this game.. i messaged her. I was blunt.. i said "so how are you doing..really.. how are you doing these days" and she said "im okay" i said "just okay?" and she said "yes" I then openly asked her what she meant at dinner last week when she said she was looking to see if I was the same person. And she gave a very vague answer....... "I don't know. Just seeing if you'd changed .....nothing specific" I then siad "well it was goodtimes at dinner" and she said "yah it was" and then 2 minutes later went offline. Intersting. I feel she didnt' reveal what she was looking for in changes, so I couldn't work off of it.. obviously.. for an attempt to get her back. Fair enough. Interesting enough. I feel fine after that though. She is one stubborn girl.
  6. Day 1 again.. my ex's computer is apprently broken, so shes been coming on msn with her phone. She is never on for more than an hour.. and oddly enough, she left her msn open on her blackberry for almost an entire day now. how weird. Seeing if I will message her?
  7. Day 2 again. After four days of NC, she came onlien to say about 10 words then left. Ugh........
  8. Day 4 ended.. she came online and messages me. Asked how i was.. said she was at work, then disappeared. Sigh............... what will happen next.
  9. Day 3. Dinner on monday night. And yet again.. she has disappeared after we got closer once again. Strategy on her part?
  10. Day 2: She basically disappeared again.
  11. Good god... she angers me with her contact... ive appeared offline now.. i just cannot take her conversations.. they are infuriating becuase she is so indecisive.. please people.... give me support to stay appearing offline.. she just logged on.. i must have power with this. She needs to miss me and understand that how she's acting is not acceptable to me!
  12. Believe me... I did. I'm 4 months into my breakup. I did NC on my side for 16 days as well as 14 days.. both times she came back to me. She comes on stronger and stronger whenever I go NC. She can't let go of me. I can't let go of her. There is something definitely still there. We talked for 20 minutes on the phone today, and it was really good.
  13. I have a feeling my ex is getting me back for not biting at her hints to go out the times she wanted to. She's doing it to me. But I mean, come on, when does it end and copromise can me made?! ughhh
  14. Well my ex called finally about coffee.. and well we're not going. SHe said shes sick and shouldnt go. But the weekend would be better. I said "oh ok thats fine" and she said "heyy im not blowing you off, just on the weekend is better becuase you're not wkring and it's not so cold out" Ugh................
  15. Might be going for coffee or dinner wtih my ex tonight.
  16. ' Absoluitely gree.. she wants me to chase her.. she told me to call her next time to go out for coffee. which she said she wanted to. Sh ethinks I should chase her.
  17. My ex came online talking about her getting a new job. I asked her why she didnt respond to my texts... she said she didnt get them and the service provider was * * * * ing up and she was not getting any texts.. well true or not.. whatever. She told me to call her next time. But she did say we should go out for coffee and actually hinted that we should go on a trip together.
  18. My ex is trying to get my attention with songs..... She logged on with a line from tom pettys song "last dance with mary jane" The lien about waking up and it's too cold to cry when you're alone... Then she edited her profile and put a band which we always listened to and one song on the front of her list about a girl going to New York and around the US and running away etc... Sigh.. I just wish she would talk to me.
  19. YES!! bad place to post but I JUST GOT A DATE!
  20. What a * * * * ed up convo with my ex. She logs on mobile.. starts talking to me... i have one word answers and asks if something is wrong iwth me.. she said my answeres freaked her out. I say im eating two hotdogs and its hard to type beucase thats truth. Anyway.. her name when she logged on was an ominous line from a tom petty song.. i ask her about it and she said shes doing wonderous! LOL! She then asks me about me moving out etc.. my weekend.. says she has been sick for two weeks, vomitting.. etc etc.. My god............ I think im just going to end the convo saying i know somehthins wrong, and if you need to say something... do it.. or else im gonna go now. Alright, well as I type that, she loggs off without even saying bye.... she didnt even respond to my text last night asking her for dinner...
  21. Goood luck.. well thanks... apperently luck isnt the only thing il need. Il need a miracle to knoiw what this girl wants! I texted her tonight "hey, wanna grab some dinner tommrow?" Four hours later she texts "hello friend" I say "hi?" and nothing back. THis after this girl flirts with me, reminisses wants to hang out.. now A. She doesnt answer my quesiton... B.She is a moron Should i text anything back?
  22. I'm tired of this * * * * . I texted her asking her out for dinner tommrow. I'm so sick and tired of the games. I'm going to be more upfront and honest with this situation, and If I don't get what I want, I am going to leave this situation.
  23. day.. 3? Confused as hell as to what to do. I think my ex might want me back but she wants me to do the moving to get her. She says something.. then disappears for a few days... hints at going to dinner etc.. but never asks. (only the one time) I don't get it. She wants me to chase her beucause she thinks Its up to me. Well why would I do that when I already got hurt doing that before.
  24. Day 2............ Monday my ex tells me she left her abusive bf WEdnesday.. we exchange friendly texts.. Now: frida night.. she hasn't responded and she has disappeared again..... Monday she said we should go out for dinner soon. ugh...........
  25. I am on absolute pins and needles right now. Monday.. ex tells me she left her bf. and says she would like to go to dinner with me soon. I say let me know when you want to. Now I know she needs some time to get over this guy.. but shes kidna disappeared again..... i texted her yesteday and she answered, then disappeared. I hope my hopes aren't false. becuase if they are.. she was giving me way too much to get hope for. I know she will contact me .. absolutley and we will hang out, but i'm still on pins and needles. My worst fear is that she finds someone new . If that happens.. I will politely tell her I cannot talk to her, and justbe friends and that it's harder than i thought it would be. And that if she ever wants to try again with me.. contact me thats it.
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