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    Day 4 of NC ended again.. she initiated an msn convo. It's very positive, and very good to hear from her. We're talking like normal and it's very enjoyable. She's such a great girl.
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    Oh dear god. The other night I was drunk and i tpyed " i miss you" opn a text knowing i wouldnt send it.. thank god I didnt do what you did.
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    Day 4 of NC ends again. I have a new girl chasing me. (one i dated a few times last summer) WOOO!
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    Day 3 again.......hmm how many days will it take her to contact me this time?
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    If the topic is still relevant.. why not?
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    I think the most NC ive had with my ex has been 13 days. I called her on her bday and since then she has been messaging me once a week, thursdays.
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    Day 1 all over again..... Day.. something... of not drinking. Since ive stopped drinking, i'm much more calm and rational. I havn't got mad at anyone in weeks!
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    NC agian.. She continued her.... thursday come online chat. We talked briefly... i was a bit cold.. she asked if i didnt want to talk to her.. i just said i had friends over. It was fine. The main thing with me now.. is that I don't fele like i'm taking steps backwards after that convo.... i duno what it means.. but wel see how thisnext week happens. SHe means alot to me.. i told her I want her to be apert of my life. Our emotions have calmed. She admitted to being very stressed over school... "over bearing" is the word she used.
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    Day 7 over.... my ex contacted me again.. we had a breif convo.. friendly about whwat/s going on.. shes really stressed about her exams.... I'm doing fine. I feel fine after chatting to her. This is new.. I feel fine!
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    Day 7: For the second time. Not much to say but thoughts flying through my head again. I am slowly slowly getting better. Im healing myself. I feel like a new person now. My character and determination to never to put myself in this situation again.
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    Day 6. I went out with my two brothers last night and we talked alot about our relationship experiences. It was very nice to relate to people close to me and see how similar situations are. This whole day I have had a sense of real calm.. .more happy today,. Maybe NC is working now? or maybe it's just one of those days. Tommrow could be worse? I'm trying to think more positively these days and hopfeully this is the affect it's working. It's time to really test myself to see what comes of this NC. Sure I miss her like crazy but im starting to think of the thigns she did (not just me) anymore... to me that caused this. And if it could be salvaged... at all if we decided to get back togher.
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    Day 4... AGAIN....
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    Well my ex responded to my email today via text. The email I sent her of her fav kind of puppy (bernise mountain dog) She said "thanks for the bernise mountain puppy I thought over the last few days she was pissed off at me. I guess not. Oddly enough, when i got this text it made me feel alot better. Our contact seems to be slowly getting better and better and it is very.. low contact. Which i'm ok with. So wel' see how this plays out. SO I guess for now.. back to days of NC and wondering whats up... sighh
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    Since I Have been the last person to make contact once again... it has made me feel like absolute * * * *. I feel I Have taken steps backwards in my healing and it hurts so bad. And knowing that she's mosty likely not contacting me back becuase I didn't for a couple days to her contact,.. ughhh i wanna die tonight... i feel awfull so lonely right now, i have no one to talk to , i'm on the verge of crying
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    I'm continuing LC. SHe texted me on wednesday then friday. I texted back.. clear and concise and nice. Back on her bday I called her on oc 18th.. she was very happy to hear from me and commented a couple times. I then tried to send her a video of her fav kind of dog playing with a kitty (she loves bernise mountain dogs) the video didn't work on her computer and she was upset about that. So today at lunch at work I found a picture of a puppy mountain dog and sent it via email saying the title "ruff" Then inside " Since the video didn't work" Then the pic I hope it puts a smile on her face today.
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    No contact challenge...... for the 4rth time! day 3! ugh
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    Any few days of no contact begins for me.. ughhhh Lets seee how long it takes for her to come back and send me or call me 2 days.........
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