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  1. Crows
    Day 1.. and i'm wondering how my ex is doing with her bf and the whole situation she had the other night.
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    Day 1 again... for god who knows how many times.................... three hours left in the day though.
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    NC... none.. Just talked to my ex online and she said she had to leave beucase her "bf" came over to her place after drinking an entire 2/6.. and that he can't.wont talk to her and is a recovering alchoholic.... wow.. she said "il talk to you later under better circumstances.. im really sorry.. i really am"
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    We did meet on saturday. For coffee for an hour and a half or so. It was really good. Like old times. She bought the coffee she used to get on eour dates etc.. we smoked outside. Laughed, talked, connected. At the end she asked to hug me, I said yes. It was really positive. So Today A couple hours ago I just texted her and she responded and. I said "i miss those baked treats you used to give me" and she then proceeded to say "you should come by the bakery before it closes for some sub par baked goods" Then I said "you wouldnt kick me out? " as a joke.. and she responded with "waiiit explain the joke!" and i said "well the joke is maybe you dont want to see me... or possibly just throw cookies at me?" and she hasnt responded.
  5. Crows
    I just contacted my ex and I feel like dying... she responded with a couple back and forth but now I just realized it serves no perpose to me.. and only makes me feel bad!! UGH!
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    After our coffee date...... today i just sent her a text.. ughh she hasnt responded and i feel bad. Even though most likely she will respond.
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    Day 2:Start.. It's tough again since we met for coffee on saturday afternoon and it was great! She has been sniffing it seems that she may still have interest and it's really tempting to contact her just once or twice and let her be again. Though the kicker is her new "bf" What do i do................ What if she's waiting for me to make a move now.
  8. Crows
    I was not strong. I begged, pleaded. She came back for a week, then broke it off again. I was devistated, made all the wrong moves.. angered her etc. I then went into NC for 14 days until he rbday.. called her up. She then started LC with me. And it began to become progressively more positive. Every week, it became better and better. Although she was cold sometimes and angry.. I stood my ground and just took it. I then found out she had a bf by pushing her on it.. she didn't want to tell me for whatever reason. She then told me she wished we talked more, and then went completely and utterly away... NC for 16 days..... until she came online and we had a reminissing convo for over an hour. She contacted me three days in a row, and finally by the last day ( saturday) she asked me for coffee. She flirted with me. We went for coffee, she bought the same stuff we had on our first dates etc. She didn't talk about her bf at all. Just her new cat and how it really was the only thing that makes her happy these days. Shes' stressed out, and we laughed, and just had a good time. At the end she asked me for a hug, I gave it, she went on her way to her supposed new apartment where she lives with this new guy. And we havn't talked since yesterday. It was interesting, she texted me on the friday night.. just "hey" crap like that.. I asked her at coffee and she said "i was bored" Friday night.... new bf...... bored.....? then goes o ut for coffee with her ex (me) and reminisses, flirts etc. I'm still trying to piece it together. She wanted to see me and admitted she missed me for the first time in a long long time. I was tempted to text her tonight to say " i still feel a connection" but I didn't. I will see where it leads. Her new BF may be a rebound or just not what she expected. I wonder.
  9. Crows
    Starting day 1... after the first meeting face to face with the ex in over two months.
  10. Crows
    NC: day zero... went for coffee with the ex. It was good. She had some signs that seems like she may be thinking about getting back with me, but i will let her come to me. Contact with the ex: day 3..
  11. Crows
    Alright well day 1, turned into day zero again. FOr the second day in a row she contacted me. THis time to just say hey, i responded with "whats up" and thats it.. ughhhhhhhhhh
  12. Crows
    Day 1... after that really positive, fun, reminissing, unexpected convo last night............. i will let her contact me again. I really don't knmow what to expect.
  13. Crows
    Well.. there goes NC. she contacted and we had a good convo and said things like "i really miss talking to you" "im tearing up" "we really do know each other well eh?" And "it was really good talking to you"
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    Day 16. I started working huge hours lately. 1.Im out of money becuase i couldnt get the money back fro the trip i booked wth my ex to fix the relationship. 2.Im really glad , becuase work is taking my mind off of it. So much crap going on at work, and it's sickening me. And a couple girls are showing interest in me again once they noticed im single
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    Day 15. THis is the longest I have gone without talking to her in any way in 9 months. I'm healing. But I still do miss her.
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    Day 13... tommrow will tie the longest NC ive had. 14 days was when I called her on her bday.
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    Day 13 I think.
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    This is now approaching the longest NC period I have ever had. Almost exactly two weeks now. My string of luck continues. Last night my friend and I were walking on the tracks near my house and these three kids walked by us in toques, and as a car was pulling into a driveway,whipped eggs at it and ran. WE didn't care much and casually stood there, then later we realized that those people had called the police. So we just started to walk and the police had followed us and ran after us. Questioned us etc. My friend had a small amount of marejuana on him. The thing in, canada they don't really care. So he just put it on the ground, i had nothing. The funny thing is.. I rent out a basement suite wit my landlord who is a city police officer!! And we were standing right infront of the house! I was just honest "thats myhouse right behind me, we're going back inside right now." Our story sounded so ridiculous to the police and so ridiculous telling them, I felt like i was in cops becuase it was so unbelievable what we had told them what happened.
  19. Crows
    Day 12? My ex has a nf, and has no time for me anymore. 13 days of no contact after she said she wished we talked more.
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    day 10? I don't know anymore.
  21. Crows
    Day? 8? I duno anymore. Anyway... she is still disappearerd. Meh.. Anyway I had a dream last night. I was on a movie set, they were filming a car drive by, and i was watching. Then car passed and there were some extras sitting behind me, and I looked and there was my ex.. sitting there with her arms folded, she was obviously with another guy, but they were sitting apart and not looking at each other or anything...... she then saw me and looked at me and said "are you ok?" I say "yeah im fine!" and she says back "are you sure? becuase we're not arguing anymore" Just interesting. I find dreams have some meaning for sure.
  22. Crows
    My ex has completely disappeared off the face of the planet again.... this seems to be a bi weekly to monthly occurrence for her for about a week she disappears. No facebook updates, no MSN, absolutely nothing. All this after she said she wished we talked more. The chain of events after my ex breaking up with me has been remarkable and I am most certain they are all connected. 1.Ex breaks up with me 2.Best friend tells me he doesn't want to talk to me ever again (2 days later) 3.Ex best friend continuely contacts my ex best friend, telling horrible lies about me, telling me she made the right decision. 4. Begin heavy drinking (which leads to arguments with ex when she called) 5. Seizure at a movie theatre 6. Start smoking 7.Now am done 3 of 6 medical tests to see if i'm ok. 8. Ski resort will not give me my money back for the trip I planned for my ex and I for our 6 month and to re kindle our relationship. ( i am now essentially broke) ANd ironically tonight I'm wearing a heart ECG monitor for 24 hours to see if my heart palpitations will stop.
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    Day... 6? Maybe 5? I'm glad I lost count. I have virtually no urge to contact her anymore. I miss her still but the ball is in her court absolutely. I hope the best for her, she is a good person deep down.
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    Day 4? I think. That's a good sign when ive lost count. it's snowing in buckets here in Vancouver. And i'm doing well. Big headache and terrible sleep though for some reason.
  25. Crows
    Well i'm on to day 3 Ex has not replied to my text still after telling me she wished we talked more. Maybe a little revenge?
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