First of all, i feel you pain. My girlfriend of 1 year 8 months had been cheating on me for 8 months. The worst part of that is she was cheating on me with my best friend which i met in 4th grade, 8 years ago. obviously, there was a huge fight. I went crazy after that. Started meth and didn't trust girls whatsoever. I'm over it all now and decided not to make such a big deal about a girl. sure, i still date, and i still tell girls i love them because then the relationship gets personal. So....Thats my story.