I started seeing one of my former married bosses about a year and a half ago. It started off just for casual sex with no ties. A few months into the 'relationship" he started getting very attached to me and fell in love with me. At first I did not have the same fellings but evntually they became mutual. His entire life revolved around me. He called me 3-4 times a day for close to an hour each time, send me picture messages and would go out with me every night. most nights he didn't leave my house until 4 or 5 in the morning, only to call out of work and return again about 7 am. his wife was under the impression that he was working until his pay checks showed that he was using up his earned time. this went on from November until April including one night he told his wife he was staying with a friend and while he was on the phone with her, the wife of the friend he was supposedly with called her in tears because she had just found her husband with another woman. He kept telling me that we had to cool things down, but it continued on the same. They built a very expensive new house and thats when things started to change. He would call me or meet me and while he would converse with me he would panic and get mad at me. he would then apopgize and act like it didn't happen. The calls remained the same but the meetings were becoming more infrequent. It went about two weeks with no calls and then he started everything back up like it had never stopped. No one in our group of friends knew what was going on and two months into our relationship his wife began hanging out with us and our group. She would see me and confide in me things about him a couple times a week. Yes it did and still does bother me knowing that what I do has direct impact on her feelings. The things she would say about him were awful and degrading to him. He would be upset and embarrased if he ever knew what she had told me. Was this to deter me from him or was it to see if I was going to tell him what she had said?
Back in september I received a phone call from his wife confronting me about the affair. She very calmly asked what was gping on with me and her husband, I obviously played dumb and denied everything. She had his cell phone and intercepted a message I left him about meeting him for coffee. Still this did nit stop him from calling me and seeing me on a constant basis, not as much as a few moths before, but still regularly.
The odd comment by his wife in the half hour conversation was that she was too old to deal with this and if this was her way out to let her know. Was she trying to trap me into admitting it or does she really believe this is her way out?
He has been forbidden to speak to me and has even told him if she finds out that he speaks to me she will divorce him immediately. He has been telling me that he wants to spend some time alone with me and we even coincided dates for vacation so we could be together.
He called me today and freaked out, his wife saw that I had sent hime a text message over a month ago and it kicked things that he said he had put to rest back up again. He told me to leave him the alone, i told him OK and hung up. He called back 2 minutes later asking why I hung up on him. The way he thinks is that he is the only bothered by this whole situation. I explained to hime that his wife is hurting and upset because she knows what happened and he keeps lying to her, that I am not without feeling because I have been with him for so long just to get cast aside when hes pissed off and then to be called days later like nothing happened and that he's the one who has caused it on bother ends but is annoyed with getting yelled at. The coversation ending with him saying I talk to you later.
Long story but here's my question, what the hell does he want? He has never said that he loves his wife only that he cannot afford another divorce (she's his 3rd wife the other marriages ended because of his infidelity) and he continues to call me and see me.