everybody dislikes me, makes fun of me calls me fatass,fatty, fatshyt whatever to get in my nerves everytime i go to the lunch line they say "dont hurry the food aint gonna run away" or if i hold whatever they will always say make sure u dont eat it. my grades are bad my life is bad my parents are probably ashamed of me. i like never listen to them no one understands me. i tried going on a diet but then my friends i known for years just made fun of me and even made a bet i wont even last an hour, all my friends wear blue green and other colors and only one day i wear blue or red they start calling me a wannabe gangster and stuff everyday i think of just suiciding and get ridden of these shameful things.
also one time this kid invited me to go to taco bell or something after school, then another kid came by and said no dont he might eat all the food. at thatpoint i just wanted to take my anger on beating the shyt out of him but i didnt. now all i think about before i go to sleep and before school i just think of suiciding AND EVEN MY SIBLINGS MAKE JOKES ABOUT ME.