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yeah i know, i will just take her back and in the mean time find myself a better one. once i found a better one i will dump her. ----- i think she knows that too------- ---- she said she feels guity----

I dont know if anyone of you still remember me. i posted those letters. > Hello my honey, > >there are so many times I wanted to tell you something, but I feel it won't >do us any good. When I tried so hard to hold it back, I'm depressing myself >also. So I think it's better for me just tell you and make our feelings >clear. > >Even though I'm with the new guy now, some times I still feel I love you >more than him. Maybe because he treat me so well that's one of the major >reason why I stay with him now. I even told him that. > >There were many times I even thought to go back with you. But I'm so afraid >that we might end up with those same problems. Also I feel bad that I >actually left you and went on with an other man. Plus I don't know if he >can handle this. Either way, I will feel guilty and won't be able to set my >self in true happiness. I can't be that selfish, and shouldn't neither. > >I don't know what you gonna think about what I told you here. The only >thing we can blame might be that we were not mature enough, both of us. >Some times I even feel that I might break up with him in few years and end >up single or go back with you again. No one really know what's going to >happen in the future. But one thing's for certain, I still love you, as i >told you before, cause you will always be my first love. > >Anyway, happy easter! ------------------------------------------------------- Last night we talked on the phone about lots of stuffs. i found out she had sex with the 9 years older than her guy couple times. she found out he is not right for her and also he got fat belly and ugly. Now she wants to come back because she found out i have 2 girls that like me. she told me not to take any one of them. she also told me to pick a perfect one. I told her to break up with him first and i will take her back. here is the detail. i am 4 years older than her, she is 19 now. i am her first BF, she is my second GF. So what sup? what i need to do ? i haven't had sex with any of the two girls yet. i slept with of them but now sex and i told her that too. what you guys think? take her back or what? she is really sad now and she said she is so messed up. she wanna die , i think if i take her back, i can save her and make her normal ?

"Did you ask her if you could post these here? It not really fair to her to have her feelings and emotions that were meant for only you to be broadcast accross the web." i just want to hear what other people think!!!!!

Her First Email, Hello my honey, there are so many times I wanted to tell you something, but I feel it won't do us any good. When I tried so hard to hold it back, I'm depressing myself also. So I think it's better for me just tell you and make our feelings clear. Even though I'm with the new guy now, some times I still feel I love you more than him. Maybe because he treat me so well that's one of the major reason why I stay with him now. I even told him that. There were many times I even thought to go back with you. But I'm so afraid that we might end up with those same problems. Also I feel bad that I actually left you and went on with an other man. Plus I don't know if he can handle this. Either way, I will feel guilty and won't be able to set my self in true happiness. I can't be that selfish, and shouldn't neither. I don't know what you gonna think about what I told you here. The only thing we can blame might be that we were not mature enough, both of us. Some times I even feel that I might break up with him in few years and end up single or go back with you again. No one really know what's going to happen in the future. But one thing's for certain, I still love you, as i told you before, cause you will always be my first love. Anyway, happy easter! My Reply 2 days later. You THINK you still love me? You broke up with me and chose not to be with me. Now you are with someone else and telling me about it. I don't know what to say. Happy Easter? Sometimes just hearing from you upsets me. I guess there were things that bothered you but you didn't talk to me about them. Now you are with someone else. You are with someone else.... Her Reply, Perfect, I wait for two days, and that's your reply. Clearly, you don't feel what I feel. You hate me, don't you? That's perfectly right. Who the hell I am. Now I really feel like a fool, tring to share with some one about my deepest feelings whom will never understand. I left you not because I didn't love you. It's because some times you don't really show any effort to maintain our relationship. If I didn't love you, why I struggled so much?! "Sometimes just hearing from you upsets me."-- if that's what you say, then I will disappear as you wish. one week later i wrote back. I have tried to let you go but I still care about you so much. When I think about you I think of all of the fun times we had together. I think of your smile, your beautiful eyes, and the smell of your hair. I wish you were still my girlfriend. I don't like anyone else and I don't think I could. The truth is I do still love you and that is why it is so hard to talk to you. It hurts and I do want you back. I know you are seeing someone else now but just think about me for a minute. If you still love me more than him then come back to me. I will treat you like the princess you should be treated like. so what do you people think of my auction?

okie, i did a very bad thing. i let my friend read my letter and wrote this back to her. tell me if i am so screwed now. You THINK you still love me? You broke up with me and chose not to be with me. Now you are with someone else and telling me about it. I don't know what to say. Happy Easter? Sometimes just hearing from you upsets me. I guess there were things that bothered you but you didn't talk to me about them. Now you are with someone else. You are with someone else....

what if i am doing NC and she wants me back? what should i do?

oh i forgot to tell you guys i am her first boyfriend and i am much better looking and younger than her new bf.... i am in college i believe her new bf didn't even finished college.

hi, i blocked her email, screenname and everything. the only way she can do is call my cell. am i doing the right thing? thanks

thanks guys, i dont think i will reply.... by the way the new guy is ugly and 8 years older than her. i feel bad for her.

Who understands what she really means please let me know. i dont really understand. thanks Hello my honey, there are so many times I wanted to tell you something, but I feel it won't do us any good. When I tried so hard to hold it back, I'm depressing myself also. So I think it's better for me just tell you and make our feelings clear. Even though I'm with the new guy now, some times I still feel I love you more than him. Maybe because he treat me so well that's one of the major reason why I stay with him now. I even told him that. There were many times I even thought to go back with you. But I'm so afraid that we might end up with those same problems. Also I feel bad that I actually left you and went on with an other man. Plus I don't know if he can handle this. Either way, I will feel guilty and won't be able to set my self in true happiness. I can't be that selfish, and shouldn't neither. I don't know what you gonna think about what I told you here. The only thing we can blame might be that we were not mature enough, both of us. Some times I even feel that I might break up with him in few years and end up single or go back with you again. No one really know what's going to happen in the future. But one thing's for certain, I still love you, as i told you before, cause you will always be my first love. Anyway, happy easter!

I have been with my ex for almost 3 years and i love her so much, but she dumped me last month because there is a guy that is 8 years older than her and she told me he is nice to her.. i am 23 years old she is 19. i am still calling her from time to time but she never calls me. once i told her that i am trying to hook up with her friend, she was pissed and mad. now she doesn't talk to me anymore. my purpose of hooking up with her friend is to get her attention. guess i did a very dumb thing. by the way, her friend is hotter and nice too. i guess i will just have to really hook up with her friend. my ex actually told me that we might be together in future but well what the * * * *, she is selfish. now she doesn't even go online i guess she is trying to avoid me. the one outdoor is my ex, the one indoor is my ex's friend. i hate my ex, she doesn't care about my feeling. yeah have fun with the old ugly [oh, he had 2 ex gf that dumped him i guess he is not a good man afterall. if you think i am an [ please say so.