MUST_LOVE_DOGS24
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Thank you all the burial was today. I went but barely could sit there. I wanted to run away. Im so depressed. I've all your post and thank you. They made me feel loved and comforted. My parents are driving me insane. They keep saying "Now you have your life back" and "Dont cry she is in a better place" and Oh this one really burns me up... "Dont worry you couldnt have taken care of her anyway with us having to step in and do everything for you." They are being so cold against me. Its not my fault that she was born early and died. I feel i cant even cry with out them saying suck it up and deal with it.(they havent said that, but i know its comin') I hate them right now. Al they're doing is being * * * holes and i really dont need that right now. Im more angry than upset now because i have to deal with them. Im thinking about moving to my grandparents in Tennessee. IF they dont quit saying all that stuff to me im going to move. I told my grandma and she wanted to talk to them after the burial today and she said anytime im ready just give her a call and she will come get me. So im guessing that she must have not like what she heard. She is alone really my grandfather is dying so im really all she has that actually loves her and calls her. But anyway... its so mixed up here im about to just need to scream. Just keep posting and i'll answer sooner or later. Erica
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Omg i sorry i havent written on here lately. I went into premature labor and had my Little Angel to soon. She was to small to hold her life. I feel like my life has just ended too! I've cried for days and nights. I feel like sometime i cant live another day knowing she isnt in me anymore or here in the world. I'm sry to burden you people with this but I cant breath. I feel as if My Little angel has taken every last breath, spunk, and smile out of me to take with her to be with the ANgels in heaven. Im sorry but i need someone else to talk to other than my parents for a change.
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Hey MiaLeah, I know exactly what you mean. I cant get confortable or anything because i want to sleep on my stomach too!!! The left side is pretty confortable though. Im due in May too so like you im getting round and it's hard to sleep. I thought yesterday i was going into early labor but luckly i wasnt. Allyson, Pm me sometime and we can talk. ANy of you can! Later! Allyson!
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Hey ... yeah i will shure think about this seriously. But i want him to be involved but i dont want her around him without me there. Exspecially if he is going to be still going out with that 13 year old. I'm thinking about getting a puppy to grow up with Ava and be my companion till Ava is born and still be after wards. I dont know im thinking about it though. i feel better talking about it now. Thanks for the replys keep them coming
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I know i didnt see any of this coming either.! One day we're happy the next he doesnt care. He just trying(i think) to be a big mocho man when he is actually a cowarin wimp. I dont think i want Ava to know him or be around him with his foolish actions. I though every thing was going to be great once again I'm wrong. but i told my mom and said He just a stupid immature jerk. Oh well i'm still upset though i'm getting over it though. Im a tough cookie and I get over this mountain and prepare for the next. Bye Erica
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Hey young1.... yes Hope75 I have atlked to him.. Just go under my thread and read what I wrote today... Young1 how ru? I hope your good I'm depressed a little but how is Hannah? I wish we lived close together in Mississippi because then Ava and Hannah could play together(when they're born and older) But anyway pm me and we can see how close we actually are .... Bye Erica
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HEy all.... im really depressed... I thought ever thing was going to work out between me and Jeremiah but... I talked to him Saturday night and found out he has been dating another girl since i told him i was pregnant. Now they're are probably screwing around because that girl that he's dationg now doesnt have a good rep. She is 13 years old too!! Anna Freeman we'll call her... next she'll be saying shes pregnant... Well i did go shopping and found a few things. I got a lil sick so we didnt shop to much. But anyway... i thought you guys should know. I'm feeling better though and my lil Ava is doing good. I have another appointment For March 3rd. Then after March I start going to the doctor every 2weeks till May then 1 a week or something like that. Anyway just reply back pleaze! Erica
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OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just got back from the Doctor and I'm due the 19th of May! And Im having a little girl!!!! Im so excited.!!!! I'm going shopping tomorrow!!! for little girl stuff!! I cant believe it i saw her and i heard her for the first time!!! It really means alot too me i cried a little.... I tried to upload the sonogram picture but it was taking forever and I dont have time right now but anyway! I've already got a name... Ava Leighanne..... I love that name.... But anyway I'll be back on later! Bye Erica
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well like hockeyboy said i dont want to make this a political issue but how would you feel if your mother aborted you because she didnt want you? Killing a inocent baby jsut because your selfish desire such as not wanting to ruin your relationship is wrong in my view. You both made that baby together out of love and all that baby deserves is the love you to share. Whether or not you believe this aborting a baby is murder to an innocent child. Im pregnant and 15 years old and I would do anything to keep my baby safe, alive, and healthy even though its not born. Aborting a baby is a very tough decision i know. But think of better and happier ending options like giving it up for adoption or keeping it and having a family together. If he is really excited about the baby why dissappoint him after it has takin a lot to finally realize he is going to be a father and have to care for another and love them too with all his heart. I see no reason to have an abortion. YOu have to think of all the pro's and con's of the situation and alot of praying that you will make the right choice for all of you! ERica
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Thanks for that i really needed that today. I called about my appointment today to see if I can get in sooner and What a stoke of luck I can 2morrow acctually a girl came in right when i called and cancelled for a later date. So I guess I find out tomorrow.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant wait i'm about to burst out of excitement. But anyway i got some of those breast gauze patches and they work well. So as soon as I find out tomorrow i will give an update then it's shopping time!!!!!!!!Yay how fun! Bye Erica
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Thanks for the answers I got some of those breast gauze patch things. So im good. My teachers at school found out today by my mom that I was pregnant some where excited for me and others just stuck there noses up. I really dont care because i 'm happy and staying in school until like the last week i can. I've been keeping a journal on how i've been feleing and all and I keep saying in there I cant wait til February 2nd because thats when i get a sonogram, find out when i'm having the baby,etc. I'm getting so excited i cant wait. It's at 3:45pm that day and I will post as soon as I can when I find out everything. Thanks For the replies! Keep them posted! Erica p.s. Im getting some tomorrow... I forgot when i went to the Drugstore.oops
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Hi Young1, Congrats.... Hannah is a very pretty name. I havent read all your post but when are you due? I'm Going to find out hopefully on the 2nd of February. I'm feeling like you to today. This kid is kicking or something but it's making me have the hiccups alot and have to go to the bathroom too. Jeremiah (the babies dad) hasnt returned any of my calls for the past 3-4 days and I'm getting worried. I hope he'll call me soon. But anyway .... Congrats again young1. Erica
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HEy all I've got like three questions.. Do you get hiccups more when your pregnant.? Do you get indegestion bad when your pregnant.? At 5 & 6 months is it normal to already have a little milk? When do most women feel there babies moving and kicking.? I have felt like the baby is kicking at times and I dont know if its the baby or nerves or something. I've been a little quesy lately but feel fine today. I 'm keeping a journal of everyday to describe who i feel that day and what the baby is doing. Does anyone know any good baby information web sites? If so please tell me Thanks
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Thank you so much! I am thinking about getting that "What to Expect When Expecting" I also think that Guide thing you mentioned is a good Idea. Jeremiah told his parents but figured it out when he told them he was going to the doctor with me. I dont know how well they ACTUALLY took it but Jeremiah told me they were a little upset but seemed like they get over it. The parents have all talk today while I was at school. SO i'll see how that went when my mom gets home. Butany ways I have an appointment on the 2nd of February so i'll see how that goes. but i'll talk to you all later and THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!
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Oh and abnout my sister we talked for a while and told her dont worry about anything because I will be there when ever she need me.(It did take a LONG talk to confince her that i will not neglect her) But just will have one more person to love.