I've been with my girlfriend for a while now and she's everything I always wanted in a girl; loving, affectionate, very attractive, respectful, etc. Most importantly, she definitely proves to me everyday that her interest level is very high. Although our love seems very strong, I get these jealous impulses almost every day for no reason even though she had not given me any reason at all to feel that she can't be trusted.
I think that it may be some insecurity on my side that I think stemmed from a past relationship. I was engaged a few years back and very early on in that relationship my ex-cheated on me. I loved her so much that I stayed with her even though she did what she did, but I became extremely jealous and possessive with her after that. Everything bothered me from how she dressed to how she spoke and interacted with other guys; even my own friends. She did everything she could to try to convince me that she'd never cheat again, but the jealous feelings NEVER went away. After 4 years of that stress in my head, I finally had the courage to fight the love I felt for her and break up with her.
Back to my current issue, the biggest problem that I have in my head with my current girlfriend is the way she dresses. She is very, very pretty and has a very nice body, and now that the weather is becoming nicer and warmer, she's starting to wear her tight jeans and tight shirts which really accentuate her beautiful Coca-Cola figure, especially her back side and it's driving me a little crazy inside!!! It drives me nuts picturing guys staring, flirting, and gawking at her all day long. She even admits that guys flirt with her on a daily basis, though I do believe it in my heart that she doesn't reciprocate. It still kills me though.
It's scary because I'm feeling the same tenseness in my chest and the same pain I used to feel with my Ex, and I can't explain why. I hope that someone could help me or show me how I can get over these feelings that I have inside before the feelings in my head get worse. I don't want to screw this up since we're doing so well and we're already talking about having a future together.
What can I do to get these thoughts out of my head for good? Anybody out there ever go through the same thing? I'd love to hear guys and girls perspective on this. Thanks.