axis_of_knowledge

Just wanted to get something straight.. I'll tell you right now.. I'm a simple guy, with simple needs and wants, who has been put into an extremely complicated situation. The situation itself is twisted and corrupted by mental disorders. I'm trying to come out of this one with my sanity and health intact. But I'm also concerned for the well-being of my ex.. I still have strong feelings for her and want to see her come out of this one alive. Thanks for caring.

Wow man.. I think I had NO idea what I was getting myself into... please excuse me if I write something that's hard to understand, as I've just got 2 hours of sleep last night (due to an ill scheduled university exam). Yeah.. she probably has no idea that this isn't love... I know she's addicted to me.. she even calls me a "drug". She needs to get her fix.. dood! you seriously think she's working for an intelligence officer or are you saying that she IS an operative? Sounds a bit far-fetched.. but then again, she never fails to surprise me. I mean she LOOKS like your average 18 year-old school girl.. but little did I know she was once selling firearms to the mob.. this isn't funny at all. I understand this is very serious. Thanks a whole bunch, Paul! But how do I go abouts telling the authorities that she's making terrorist threats? She threatens to marry me!?.. to love me til she dies?.. Thanks for your time.

Yeah buddy!!! I think you just hit the hammer on the nail on that one. Good call. Seems like you understand what's going on and your advice will be carefully considered. Thank you. This girl is not mentally challenged, according to her.. we are!! Do you get me? She can lay waste to staffs of psychotherapists cuz she's above all of them and us. Sort of like a parallel understanding that's on a higher plane. Human beings disgust her. She understands how humans work and doesn't like it one bit. I mean you have to be a f.ucking genius to be so scheming and manipulative. She's a drug dealer, computer hacker, anarchist and criminal mastermind.. part of the reason why I loved her so much. ^_^ [oh and I forgot to mention arms dealing and phreaking (telephone hacking).. she told me not to bother changing my number cuz she'll find a way to get it.] But dammit.. she wants to possess me. And I think she'll someday manage to outsmart me.. she will prolly use every sick trick in the book (the one she wrote) to get me back! I need help.. I know I do.. and if I don't.. I sure will soon.

Hey Aly... You're kinda in the same situation as my ex.. I'm the guy she's trying to be with. My take on this is: If he doesn't come back, it wasn't meant to be. I'm sure trying hard not to open up communication with my ex... I'm trying so hard to get over her. I don't think I'll completely heal until I find someone new.. but it'll be a while until I can trust anyone. Love.. Bah!!! Who needs it!?? ...I do

Good day, everyone! This is my first post. I am having some serious issues here with my first real girlfriend (my first relationship). Here's the deal: I met this girl in the summer of 2002. She had a boyfriend at the time.. they were together 2 years strong. We were friends for about 3 weeks and then we admitted to having feelings for each other. So then she started cheating on him with me (I'm not proud of myself). I told her that I couldn't keep this up and that I either wanted her to be all mine or else I was going to leave her. She kept asking me to be patient, but after about 6 months.. I left her. It was December 17th. I'll never forget it.. she was suicidal and wanted to kill herself. You see.. the bitch is crazy (no offense, hun.. if you somehow magically read this post). Her IQ is way off the chart (like over 200!) and with that intelligence comes the property of being eccentric. She's a genius but all the crazyness is there too. Oh yeah, and to add to the confusion she's got OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) and DID (dissociative identity disorder; similar to multiple personalities). Anyways, back to the story.. she called me on Christmas day to ask me if I'd take her back if she left her boyfriend. I told her 'no'. I gave her the time to make the decision and since she couldn't leave him then, I wanted out. Then she told me that she had dumped the guy before she called me! I was like wtf!! "You dumped him on Christmas day!?!". Well to make this long story a bit shorter: We were in an on and off relationship since then and things haven't stabilized. So anyways, it was clear to me that we are in love. She got along really well with my best friend (this guy I grew up with.. known him for 10 years). At first it was bothering me but then I had cast my doubts aside and was happy with the fact that my girl and my best bud were able to get along really well. All was relatively well until Sunday, March 16th.... when my "best friend" told me that he slept with her on Friday night. I was devestated. This girl was so accomodating in the fact that she didn't care at all about how much money I have or the clothes I wear. She loved me for who I was.. and I figured that it was worth putting up with a bit of crazyness to get that. But I wasn't prepared to put up with cheating with my friend.. I mean.. now she's crossing a very PERSONAL line. She told me that she wasn't all there when it happened. (If you ask me.. It was just the fact that they were both drunk and horny). I'd rather not blame her mental illness for what happened. It may make me feel better but I think she's too wise to let that stuff happen. I keep reminding myself that I'm dealing with a deceptive, scheming genius. I believe she's carefully calculated every move. I've discovered that she can lie with a straight face and knows how to hide a guilty conscience really well (by watching her cheat on her first boyfriend). Right now she says that she loves me and wants me back. She wants to marry me. As for my friend, he doesn't seem to care much about what happened.. he's already stopped talking to her. I feel so betrayed by both of them.. well more by her because I know my friend really well and that he would try something (I would expect it from him... that's why their getting along bothered me in the first place!). I'm in a really tough spot.. and I don't know what to do.... I don't know what's logical anymore. HELP!