mad_girl403
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Well it's been two weeks since the break up. I did not call him, he ended up calling me last weekend, and now I wish he didn't. We got together last Saturday and we ended up having sex, I feel really bad about this but I had missed him so much and I just gave into him. He made it seem like he wanted me back and things seemed like they were back to normal. When I asked him what was going to happen between us now, and he just said he had made up his mind and that he doesn't want me back, I am so confused now. I thought everything was ok, but I guess not, he still wants to be with his EX, why is he playing these mind games with me? Why can't I just let go and move on. I am extremely sad and depressed, I can't eat, sleep or concentrate.
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Well I'm doing good so far today, I haven't called him yet, and I am trying to keep busy at work, I am going to work through my lunch today, I don't want to have any free time, I need to keep busy and keep my mind off him.
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Reached 6 weeks -No Contact
mad_girl403 replied to poetsheart's topic in Healing After Break Up or Divorce
I really really admire you, My boyfriend dumped me a few days ago and I can't seem to stop calling him, I keep thinking he's going to come back to me. When I do breakdown and call him I am torturing myself over and over. Today is day 4 since the breakup, I hope I don't give in today. -
I was doing fine not talking to him all morning, then I had this sudden urge to call him and cry and tell him how I feel, i'm starting to feel desperate.
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I am trying so hard not to be depressed, I just keep thinking he's going to change his mind and come back to me, i need to get rid of these thoughts. I want to be positve but I am going through so much pain.
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I am so stupid, I called him on my lunch break and he picked up, I started crying again, for some reason I thought maybe he might have changed his mind, he told me that he does not want to be with me anymore and he's not going to change his mind, why do I keep doing this to myself? I came back to work crying and had a panic attack, now everyone is worried about me. I need some serious help.
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My boyfriend recently dumped me for his EX. I am so hurt over this and I can't stop crying and thinking about the situation. I really love him and I m finding it hard to concentrate on my job and everything else in my life. I can't sleep and night and I lose my appetite when I think about him. I am becoming depressed. I gave in and called him this morning and left a message on his voicemail I cried and asked him how could he do this to me, I know I shouldn't have done this and now I feel like a fool. How can I get over him ? Somebody please help, I have been through rough breakups before but this one is different because I wanted to have kids and settle down with him, he has crushed all those dreams for me and I have hit rock bottom. I want to call him all the time, how can I stop myself from doing this.