missluvly1032

This is one of the many poems that i have written to the love that i lost and would give any thing to get it back..... I just cant go one more day, feeling for you this way, Gotta let you know how i feel, that my luv for you is for real, You say you dont luv me no more, but you really no you do, Dont wanna give no more luv, if im not giving luv to you, And one day when im not so weak, things to me wont look so bleak, And all my dreams will come true, when you say to me "I Love You" But until then i sit here feeling the pain and rejecting of such a broken heart, I wish i knew how to heal it, but i dont even know where to start.

frist of all, just because he says he loves you dosent mean he does, you cant believe everything someone tells just because they say so.. well my sister was 15 too when she had her frist child, she also thought the babys father was goning to be there for her and the child but he didnt keep that promise. he left her for someone else and left her to rasie the baby on her own, i suggest that you think about it very much, talk to your parents about it, even if they dont like this guy they will be thank full that you are asking them for advice, they are goning to have to let you see him if your having his kids, besides they have rasied you and would know what the best you could do remember that he is 17, he is young and probally isnt ready to settle down and have a family yet, im not taking his side and im not taking yours, im just making the facts, have you ever heard of condoms? i hope you make the right choice, be nice to your parents you are going to need them.....

About 10 months ago i started to date this guy(c.k)...well i cant really say that we were dating, it was one of those kind of flings ,like if we were at the same place at the same time then we would be toghter...anyways, it lasted for the hole summer, and i loved every moment of it. he made me fell so great, like i was the queen of the world or something, and no guy has ever made me feel that way, i liked him so much to say that i felt as if i really truly and deeply loved him and still do, (by the way, i dont say i love you to any one except my family, and im not that kind of girl that loves her boyfriend one day and then hates him the next) well as soon as the summer ended it felt as if the feelings i thought he had for me ended to. I was so confused and hurt, it didnt make no sense to me, i mean he was the kind of boy who had that " ima thug and a playa, i anit gonna love no girl" attuide and he had a lot of girls that liked him but his friends and my friends would come up to me and tell me that the way he would look at me was diffenet from the way he looked at any other girl that he has been with, they also told me that he said he was going to stop messing around with other girls and stay true to me, well..months passed and i thought about him alot and of course i couldnt get him out of my head.. a friend of mine was getting tried of me always talkin about him so she hooked me up with this guy named tony, we went out for about 3 months but it didnt feel the same and it didnt feel right, one day we were at the mall when i saw c.k, and he saw me and tony, to my surpise they are friends. and i was so shocked. later on that night tony told me that he cheated on me with the girl that hooked us up..so i dumped him, after that i called c.k up and started to talk to him and to try to get him back. he told me that i wasnt mature enough for him and that i needed to grow up, so that was pretty much the last time i talked to him, im to scared to call him now, but i want to call him up and ask him how could he just walk away from what we shared, it was great and he knows it and i know he wasnt using me for sex because i never gave it up, im a virgin, he isnt, what we had was unyeilding to me and very saced, i would of done anything for him, one time i thought he was going to tell me that he loved me, but he didnt, (he isnt one to say i love you to someone ethier) every thing reminds me of him, when ever i see him i try to act happy and make it seem like i dont even think about him any more, i guess im trying to be nonchalent about him but im really dying inside, i need help i dont know what to do