Hmm, how do you start a post like this?
Well, I'm a university student and I have some (read a lot) of troubles understanding a girl...
I know her a long time, she was my sisters friend in HS but we never got to know eachother well.
Then we met again in university some months ago and she's a great friend, we even traveled together once.
She also had several longer relationships and had a difficult youth while I'm the inverse on these subjects (little experience with relationships and a good time at HS)
But when the exams came close I started to feel more for her then friendship, and I couldn't hold it anymore and told her I liked her (not that I loved her, like.). Seeing in retrospect I could have handled that better in a gazillion ways but what's done is done.
She said she'd "think about it" (sounds weird to me, think about it?) and the final answer was:
I wouldn't want to lose what we have, and I don't want to break your heart, bad timing, blabla...I wans't really happy at that moment
But we keep on chatting on MSN during the exams and flirting when I see her (not excessive, or am I imagining it? I don't know, maybe it's wishful thinking)
She even said 'maybe after the exams' one time (Talk about making me wonder what she's really thinking!)
After the exams we go to the movies (nothing special happened) an amusement park the day after (planned a week ahead, her idea). Both just with the 2 of us.
Maybe it's me but I feel very little progress, and it seems like ages to me (even if we went to the park a week ago). I also don't know whather feelings are for me. If I asked it bluntly I would probably scare her off...
Hehe, it does good to write about it ^^