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Brokenhart84

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  1. Day 13, less urge to call. So proud of myself. Gym and counseling today. Will check in within the next few days.
  2. Day 12 woke up thinking about him but I feel ok. I'll get through this. My next therapy session is tomorrow. Looking forward. Focusing more on the gym and getting myself together.
  3. Day 11. Everyday gets better. Although my heart still hurts. I know that one day he will realize that he lost a great thing. But by that time it won't even matter. I haven't contacted him and it feels so good.
  4. Day 10 I really miss him But I feel proud of myself
  5. Day 9, I start counseling today. I'm looking forward to it. I've been thinking about dating but I don't think it's wise if while I'm trying to heal. I just want to focus on being a whole again. I do wish I had more single friends that I could go out with. I really want to go snowtubing.
  6. Missing and wanting to talk to him. But sticking to this
  7. Day 7. I'm at the post office picking up my flat iron that I left at his house(he mailed it). My heart just hurts as I wait on this line. Anyways, I'm feeling good. I keep telling myself that I will not give him the power. I intend to stick to 30 plus days of no contact. I will not be initating contact with him. Although that is what's said for the no contact rule. I was a great woman to him and I'm deserving of the best. He is truly the one that lost. I go to church tomorrow and I'm looking forward to it. I worked out 3 days this week and I feel good. I'm in good shape but I really want to be more muscular as I'm already toned. I'm going to start lifting more. Excited for swimming soon. I think that it will be therapeutic.
  8. Day 6, this is not easy but I'm so proud of myself. I think about him all the time. But I'm distracting myself from texting him. Can't wait to start cognitive behavioral therapy Monday.
  9. Day 4 of no contact. This isn't easy but time is going by quite fast. I'm probably going to check in a week or so from now. For some reason I don't think counting the days helps me.
  10. Day 3. It's early here in NY. But I'm going go claim day 3 of no contact! The Lord is my strength and my salvation. I will get through this and be stronger than ever before. We all will get through this! God loves you and there is no other greater love.
  11. Day 2 of no contact. Starting to feel angry. Scheduled an appointment with a counselor next Monday. Will start swimming classes at the end of the month. Going to the gym and bible study tomorrow. Seeking faith and healing through Jesus Christ.
  12. He broke up with me December 11th 2014. We were together 7 months. I've been the one initiating contact. Mainly through text. Today I began no contact. Looking forward to seeing how the next 30 days goes. Keeping myself preoccupied. I'm going to try to go counseling as soon as possible, workout, swimming, church, catch up with paperwork. Looking forward to healing. Focusing on my self esteem and self worth. I might go on a date with a really nice guy.
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