SlvrStriker

Anyone else have anything to say, please dont sotp, i want ot hear what lots of ppl think.

I know what u guys are saying, and i believe both of you, id o need to talk to her, but al i can see is her with that other guy. And i did have a small hunch that she had this plan. She said she was lonely and it was in the moment. And im not ok with her doing this, i meant if it happened once id be ok cause she came to me. But she did more than once and i dont even know when this was, for all i know it cold of been before she talked ot me days ago. Im going to call her tonight, and i know we still lvoe eachother, i just need to know whats going on, cause i know this is not right, even though she thinks its fine and im making a big deal out of it.

My girlfriend goes to college at OSU, and is about an hour and a half from me. Well the other day she called me up and we were talking and she told me about her new friend phillip and all.And she was telling me that she wants me to experince other girls if it comes up since i am relativly new at dating and shes had like at least 20 boyfriends (she wont tell me the exact amount). I said ok, and told her that if she wanted to go out a lil with other guys that it would be ok with me, just as long as she told me what happened. Because too me if she kissed someone and told me, id feel ebtter cause she was honest so it must not mean anything. Well today i was sitting in class, and she poped up on aim and told me how this weekend she was alone with philiip and they made out. What really got me, was that she did it a couple times through out the weekend. She told me this 30 sec before she had to go to class, and then when i got upset she got upset too, and told me that she'll talk to me later if she has time, or write me an e-mail about this. I got sick instantly and puked 3 times now. And i am confused cause i dont know what to do. She crossed the line after the first time and im confused. I still love her but all i can think of now is her and him making out. We have been through alot together, we lost our virginity to eachother and she swears she didn't sleep with phillip whim i believe her ont hat cause hes not like that. But i dont know what to do. And when i see phillip enxt what do i do, shake his hand and smile, and let him smile cause he know he got away with it. I cant walk away cause then i'll seem like a coward, and i dont want to fight him, cause it will cause more problems. My girlfriend has had some honestly problems out whole relationship (a year and a half) and she just now started to tell the truth wghen i ask for it. So should i be mad at her for doing what she did or praise her for tellign the truth. It hurts alot, and i dont know what i should do about her, please someone tell me what u think. Thanks