Daniela79

You know what they say... "Hope dies last'. I've been hoping for 1 1/2years. No change yet. >

I've been reading your messages for a while now, I wasn't sure if I should write my own. I am taking a chance tonight. I just found this site. A lot of young people posting ideas, I guess I am still young at heart if 25 is kinda old to be checking out this site. My story is long. I'll make it as short as possible. I was with my first boyfriend for almost 4 years. He broke up with me for a good reason : I cheated on him with one of his friends. One and a half year later, after going out with other people, almost getting married to another one, I realized that my first love can never be replaced. I would do anything to get him back, I would give all my money and belongings to go back in time and erase my stupid mistakes. Nobody can replace him and I came to the conclusion that I'd rather be single forever than be with anybody else. We still talk online maybe once every two weeks, but we hang out in different crowds and very rarely see each other. When we do, we end up sleeping together... He tells me there no chance of us getting back together, his quote 'maybe in the next life'. I continue hoping that he'll come back, I dream about it every night and day. Anyone thinks there's any chance or I am just being irrational?