leleth

Hi! i never believed in love at first sight. now i fell in love at first sight and it wasn`t the physical attraction like you wrote it before. it`s like meeting a person and connect with this person in an instant. i believe that there has to be more to have a good relationship and i also believe that you first have to give yourself a chance to develope a realtionship. i also think it is more difficult to build up a relationship to a person you fell in love at first sight it`s like yo got the feeling but there is a complete stranger in front of you. you left out the stages of slowly getting to know each other better before starting a relationship... but it`s fun and it`s exciting. and of course taking on love at first sight does mean taking on a higher risk.

hey i haven`t been on for a while and now i am ending up right here... i have a long distant relationship about 600 km ... and one country i just feel drained right now. we are in a relationship for about 10 month now and hoped to end this long distant as fast as possible. but it seems to be hopeless... i applied to continue my education near my boyfriend but all i got told was that they can`t accept my applikation... and i still have at least two years to go... i feel really sad it seems to get harder every time i can`t see my love and two weeks are sometimes like eternity... it`s a weird feeling right now like we`re giving up in a way. i feel sad cause i have no chance to continue my education even so with the best grades. it`s so pointless i am putting so much work into it to really be the best to have a chance and then it`s all not worth it. how do you survive you`re long distant relationship? it`s getting more and more difficult, we both feel depressed being alone being so far apart. my job is not making it any better, working shift we now did meet only 2 times online this week. and we had a lot of silence between us cause words just don`t seem to be able to express the feelings we have. and words can`t take away the loneliness. leleth leleth i also feel that there is some kind of giving

Hi! once again a weekend is over i just feel so empty and lonely... we didn`t see each other for two long weeks and all we had were three days it`s jus like time flies by when we are together and it just crwls slowly by when we are apart... it`s just this pain inside of me. once again he is torn from my side. once again i had to say goodby even so we both would love to stay together. that hurts so much. and the time with him was so great... we had so much fund and did a lot of good talking. we had such great moments... yesterday we went out for dinner and then walked back in the night and just lied downin the grass and looked up at the sky full of stars... and we both saw a falling star now that he is gone it is all empty... his presents still lingers here but he is so far away. the most important part in my life missing again. i just want that to stop. i wnat to be beside him. i wnat to wake up beside him everry day not just occasionaly... it makes me sad...

hi! yeah i think so too... there`s nothing more turn off then a man who is really dumb and you can`t talk to... it is so much more interesting if you can talk together about all kind of topics and when you have the same kind of humor and you`re able to just laugh together ... that`s real character ... *g* just imagine what do you do with a man if there is nothing you can talk about nothing that links you together or when it is just impossible to talk about problems or things that do affect you and interest you... really boring...

Hi! i love my boyfriend for who he is. i love him for the strength he has to overcome his past i love his wisdom and knowledge and our long talks about life experiences and their cosnsequences they had. i love the first moment we see each other again, first his worried face while he is looking up and down the track waiting for me and then when his gaze catches me the smile upon his face... i love his embrace when he is just there holding me reashuring that i am still there. i love to wake up beside him in the morning hearing his deep breath feeling his body beside my. i love when he lies his head in my lap when he is getting tired when he cuddles up to me while i am reading and i love to watch his sweet face while he is sleeping. i love his smile it just makes me all warm inside that makes me smile back and sometimes i can`t believe how happy i am. i love to just watch him. to watch every movement. i love his creative side. i love to hear him sing. i love his emotioness. i love his ability to put his feelings in words to express it and to just show what is going on inside of him. i love that he is not afraid to cry. i love him that he never closes me in. i love his acceptance for my past, that he is not judging, that he knows he needs to push me sometimes... i love him for his sensitivity... sometimes it is strange but it also is something so special it is a bond in between us that he can feel what is going on with me. and i love him for being there whn i have to fight memories, when i am full of fear and he is the one who keeps me connected to reality. i love the long walks with him just holding his hand enjoying what`s around us. i love him for the way he makes me feel, he opened some locked doors, with the keys, lost inside me. he makes me feel so special, i love him doing all this things for me i just feel amazed... the menues he is cooking... he is so caring. i love him for so many things. but the most incredible feeling is that i know he is the one. that he makes me whole and something is torn from me when we are apart... like a clock wher you take out the batteries the clock is stiill there but the hands are not moving any more... i can`t imagine my life without him...

Hi! hmm me and my ex knew each other for about 5 years and were in a relationship for 2 years and i never thought about getting engaged... when he asked me it was shortly before we broke up and i would have never get engaged with him. i thought it was just his last try to hold me maybe to tie us together... now i am with my boyfriend for about three month we know each other longer than that. and i have never ever felt like that. i know i wanna be with him. and i want to have him near me and i want to live every day with him. i know he feels the same. we had a long talk nobody of us spoke directly of getting engaged but it was obvious... more than that... so we just feel like we are kind of crazy. but crazy in love. and really happy. leleth

Hmm yeah that`s what i think about... i did have some longer relationships but i never thought about getting engaged. even after a longer time, even after knowing each other. so hmm you never know do you? if you love somebody time shouldn`t change it.

Hi! i am just curious ... how long have you been / would you be in a relationship until you get engaged? leleth

hi! i am a newbie and already posting sorry about my english i am living in switzerland so maybe i am looking for the right words sometimes i am having a long distant relationship. we live about 600 km apart and worst of all he lives in germany and i live in switzerland so things aren`st that easy cause thinking about a future togethter means we must decide where to live. and right now i am so tied up i can`t leave. i am twenty a nurse trainee and i need to end my apprenticesip first can`t change the hospital or the country in between. so 3 more years to go and that makes me sad and crazy all stuff like that. maybe he can come and work here but that is also more a gamble than a secure possibilitiy... i really do love him. he means the world to me. i have a past which isn`t that easy to handle. and he just unlocked a lot of doors in my inenr and let out lots of feelings i never ever even dared to think about it was love at first sight when we met... now it is just really hard i have to work shift and my working shedule does only include 2 free weekends and that`s really hard. cause one of the weekends i have to work the late shift on friday so there is not much time left for us... now we haven`t seen each other for nearly three weeks when we meet again next week. and i just miss him so much right now. i miss him and it really hurts that he is not there. i have all that pictures of him in my mind all the things i love so much about him. going to sleep at night and waking up in the middle of the night again looking for him cause he`s not beside me thinking oh he just got up for a moment and waking up again looking for him and then i realize he just can`t be there. and all the feelinf this inner glowing and similing when i thought oh he will be back in a minute is all gone and it is just so lonely without him. it seems to get harder everytime when he or i need to leave. spending the last hours cuddled up together. enjoying every moment. looking at him knowing you need to memorize this right now you don`t know when you`ll see him again. running my hand over the contours of his face every single line. feeling his skin. pressing my face against his shoulder breathing deep in to take his smell deep inside me. to take him with me. kissing hinm and just loosing myself wanting to do everything to just have him with me every time. and then the last moment when he has to walk out of the door. when i have to get into the train... holding his face looking into his eyes kissing away this tears while mine are running down mine face giving him one last kiss with is all wet with our tears all salty... and then he is gone and there is just silentness. emptiness. loneliness. and everywhere his image everywhere i can smell him. he is so present but i am still alone. and i know he feels the same. it is so hard. i know it sounds kind of crazy cause we have a relationship about three month now. but i know this is the man who makes me really lucky. the man i love. the man i want to live with. the one i want to wake up every morning beside. i want to share my life. i want him to be there when i come home from work i want to share all of my life with him. and that`s the first time i ever consider to share my life with a man to actually think about living with somebody. the first time i am not kind of glad cause i need my room and my liberty and i can`t stand a man around me all the time. i`ve been so glad when he picked me up from work or when i knew i would come home and he would be there. sorry about me going on like this i just needed to say it one time leleth

Hi! i am in a long distant relationship and when we meet and he has to go again he always leave his t-shirt and i give him mine. he also gave me once a teddy and i gave him a lion softtoy and before he leaves i spray my parfume on the lion and i know he sprays his on the teddy... i know it is kind of weird but we both know we gonna lie in bed wit the other`S shirt and when it is really hard to be without the other we cuddle up to the soft toy. it really helps me a lot leleth