I hate to say that I'd have an abortion, but I believe I would.
I think I would go insane if I was carrying the child of the rapist, I'd probably feel like I was carrying the omen.
I'd probably have more nightmares.
I'd be terrified (spelling?) of having a boy that would grow up to rape people, and that everyone would say my son raped people.
I really think I would lose my mind if for some reason I had to keep his baby.
I probably wouldn't eat anything, hoping that I'd lose the baby by starving myself.
I'd feel cursed and diseased, like a monster was growing in my belly, and it would only be a matter of time before it got out.
I couldn't even imagine breast feeding that baby! I would feel like I was being violated again.
His child sucking on my breasts, ahhhhhh!!!
Needless to say I simply couldn't handle it.