I met this beautiful girl in 6th grade, I remembered her name from preschool and I wanted to get to know her. Well, I fell madly in love with her. She move out of state the summer after 7th grade, that tore me appart, but my love for her only got stronger. I had planned to chase her to college and get her to love me back. 8th grade was hard and 9th even harder. She came back to town this summer, it had been two years and I could finnaly see her again.
Okay, she likes my best friend and come to find out he's starting to like her back. I've never known a girl more kind or beautiful than her, she's all I have to live for and I don't want to lose her. My friend knows how much I love hermore than anybody else and says he would'nt take her from me, and I believe him, but there is more than just him to compete with.
My friend acted like they were going out so that he could get his share before I take her. She spent time with my friend and myself the whole time she was here, I felt so jeallous seeing him with her, but I promised I wouldn't get mad. The last night she was here, I kind of made a fool of myself, she said it was alright but I felt scared. I sometimes feel like I will lose her.
After she left I told my friend my fear, he encouraged me, saying that I'll succeed at getting her to love me back. "You can do it." He said that my problem is that I'm not confident enough, I'm too kind, too much of a gentleman, too shy, and that I need to be at least a little roudy. He says a woman wants a guy that can be roudy but who can still show he's a gentleman. Many people think I'm cool and I can show it. Fact is when I see her I am so stuned by her beauty that I don't show my cool side and my shyness takes over.
I will soon be a Sophmore in HS. I have three years to prepare myself, to train at getting less shy, so when I go to college I can get her to love me back. To prove my worth to her.
I've never dated . I've never experienced a kiss. Basically, I'm completely unprepared.
What do I do? Do I date other girls to get experience? Do I just wait until college and date her? I need advise, help. If anyone has advise, I would appreciate it.
I won't and can't lose her, but I need help.