Jetta Posted February 14, 2007 Share Posted February 14, 2007 Now it makes no sense. This is the 2nd Valentines where I get nothing and am alone, but still I'm feeling good today. I plan to go to the courthouse after work to see if I can file an appeal on the custody without the attorney, mainly because I cannot afford the attorney even after trying to save. I'm really after normal visitation which I'm sure they'll grant. I'm being proactive which I think is why I'm feeling better. I hate to wait for things to happen. I was such a mess I just didn't know what to do about anything. I still really regret divorcing. I'm holding out hope he returns to me, since he's not the most attractive guy in the world and really not a catch by normal standards. I just hate having a ripped apart family, and well I kind of consider him my family. Maybe I'll get over it soon. No one ever thought of us as a couple. We were an odd match and the only common link is our daughter and they're kind of holding her hostage IMO. Who takes a child from their mother!? It's legalized kidnapping, I don't think the attorney even believes they really went through with it. She sent me a letter saying I could appeal. Oh I auditioned for a band, don't think I made it, and well I think it's time to put my music dreams to rest. Since I'm a natural at writing I'm thinking of submitting some poems to be published, perhaps that's my legacy. I have one that got published already (entered a contest). It was called Divine Love. Now I'm really trying to figure out a real job, and join a choir so I can get my singing out. Real Estate just isn't right for my personality although I totally hate to give it up. I didn't keep up with the classes and don't really have the funding to continue pursuing it. So I need a real job, one that will actually provide me a descent life. Any suggestions? I'm an introvert but love all the extroverted stuff. Considering a degree in Marketing but I'm not marketing material (just not outgoing enough), so what can I do? I looked into music production, and am reconsidering it. I mean now that I've made piece with not being at the mic maybe it is something I could do. Well I'm not really technical but it kind of interests me. Previous major was Music Education transferred for Music Management. So music has been a part of my life forever, except in the actual income part, it's a whole side of me I wanted to use now I think I should find a new career, but I can't seem to. Any suggestions? Link to comment
Iceman26 Posted February 14, 2007 Share Posted February 14, 2007 I think I should find a new career, but I can't seem to. Any suggestions? I am in the same boat you are. I am really at a crossroads right now and I can't seem to figure out what I want to do, because I don't like what I am currently doing. Link to comment
Jetta Posted February 14, 2007 Author Share Posted February 14, 2007 Well part of me thinks I should just go and study for the bar exam (you know self-taught kind of person) since I have so many legal needs. I found out you can take the test without college. Hmmm, hate legal stuff but dang I have to basically do it myself most of the time anyway. It might be something to do. Link to comment
Iceman26 Posted February 14, 2007 Share Posted February 14, 2007 Yeah that is an option, but lawyers are mostly extroverts. What about some form of research? You aren't dealing with the public yet you could work with a team. Link to comment
Jetta Posted February 14, 2007 Author Share Posted February 14, 2007 What's that science? How do you get into a research field? I'm not really going to take the bar exam, just idle chatter. Link to comment
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