fr8train Posted February 1, 2007 Share Posted February 1, 2007 Ok..I don't know were to start.. I know you all get complaining people like myself here all the time, but I don't know what else to do. Just getting to get myself to do this is difficult as I'm not the type of person who likes talking about their problems with anyone. Because of this I never do. I'm thankful for the internet or else I would never discuss this. Ok. As you've all heard this before, I'm one of the millions of people out there in our world who suffer from being to shy or whatever to actually do the all the things that we want to do/accomplish. Now for those who have read this far I'm sorry for beating around the bush. It's hard for me to address my problem but here it go's.. I'm 18 years old right now in my last year of high school and not only have I never talked to a girl, but I also have no friends.(You don't need to feel sorry for me, It's got to be my falt since everone else seems to know how to cope with life at least a little.) Since I know that it's my falt, I know I can change whatever is wrong with me no matter how difficult it will be. I know it can be done. This why I'm on here to get advice after all. I'll start with my falts, reasons why I'm in this situation, I'll try to make a list. 1. I am horrible academically, I'm an all F student. For me school is extremely boring. I learn nothing. I don't do any of me homework, sleep through class, and I ace all my tests. I really hate to put this on here since I'm extremely ashamed of it. But I'm not here to look for help with school I'm just pointing out my flaws. 2. I'm an only child and I can go though weeks not talking to anyone.(other that hello/goodbye) I've become so used to it that it's very difficult for me to talk to anyone. So I don't at all. If someone says something to me I'll respond, but that's it. I don't even like talking about myself. Which may seem weird with me typing all this, I'm actually suprising myself. 3. I do weird stupid stuff like I'll go to a movie theater that's an hour away alone, just so I don't run into anyone I might know. I could spend weeks typing my flaws but I think thats enough.. Now I'll list some good things about me so you can get a better idea what your dealing with. 1. I'm pysically atractive. I've been lifting wieghts every day for the last 2 years. I wiegh 170lbs at 6foot 2 with no fat. I'm I good looking guy with little to no acne. I'm always clean. Pysically i've been blest I'm very thankful for it. I feel like a * * * * * * * after writing this, but girls like confident guys right?? I all ways wear baggy clouths to hid how i look anyhow, as I feel kindof stupid if i don't. (I'm not a gothic kid and I don't feel sorry for myself.) I do not participate in any sports. 2. I have no reason to be insecure, yet i'm EXTREMLY insecure. For what seems to be no reason. I've had a number of girls take interest in me, but when there near me, I get this weird fear that doesn't seem to go away until their gone. I know that this is not normal and I don't know what to do.. If your read this far, thank you. I've had a hard time bringing myself to do this. I want to change myself while I'm still young, because if I don't I'm sure it will get worse. Sorry about spelling or any typos. Thanks again if you can help me out Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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