I just hate myself soooo much

[only_me_1974]

I just cut for the first time in 3 weeks. I haven't got any sleep in a week. Well, maybe 2-3 hours per night.

I am feeling really frustrated, sad, angry and just overall miserable.

I hate myself more than anything right now.

I know it is probably due to lack of sleep, but I just can't sleep.

I know I am just rambling now, so I think I will try some NyQuil so maybe I can sleep for a couple hours before I have to get up for work.

You don't have to respond or anything, I just needed to vent a little.

[NKP]

Why dont you go talk to your doctor, tell him/her that you cant sleep and you only get about 2 to 3 hours sleep a night, and he/she might give you sleeping pills to take. Alot of people are against sleeping pills since some gets addictive to them, but i have took them befor and i have never been addictive to them ever.

 

And dont hate yourself, you are a wounderful person (though i dont know you). Go out and do something for only YOU have fun and all