NKP Posted July 11, 2006 Share Posted July 11, 2006 Im alive and i dont know why Im lost and i cant be found Im slowly dying but no one seems to care I no longer laugh but i no longer cry I dont want to live, i want to die I want this pain to end, i want to be free Im going to be with you daddy soon, i promise Even if it means i have to do the same as you My friend im asking you please Dont cry when im gone My pain has to end I have to leave this world behind We both know i cant hold on any longer Goodbye cruel world, goodbye all Link to comment
yeawutever Posted July 11, 2006 Share Posted July 11, 2006 Nice poem, but are you seriously considering suicide?? You're missing out all there is in life, you're only 16, so full of energy to go. You still have to travel miles and miles before you finally get to sleep. Link to comment
NKP Posted July 11, 2006 Author Share Posted July 11, 2006 I think about killing myself everyday of my life, but i am still here, to tell you the truth i was close to doing it yesterday, but i didnt Link to comment
yeawutever Posted July 11, 2006 Share Posted July 11, 2006 Girl don't do it, the world is always full of sad news, challenges. Are you gonna get the challenges beat you?? Na, think of it as a game and all the enemies are trying to brainwash you, but inside you're like "Oh no you won't, I'll win the game". Link to comment
Spugly Fuglet Posted July 11, 2006 Share Posted July 11, 2006 Kita please go seek help again Link to comment
ForAnother Posted July 13, 2006 Share Posted July 13, 2006 I think about killing myself everyday of my life, but i am still here, to tell you the truth i was close to doing it yesterday, but i didnt I used to feel that way... From 12 till around 18. Then I got away from my old life and almost started fresh... It really changes everything getting away from your old self... and reworking your life. Just give it time, right now you have zero control of yourself (and suicide is a way of proving control), but soon you will have more control... Just try your best to ease your pain now. Thats what I did. -ForAnother Link to comment
AwdreeHpburn Posted July 13, 2006 Share Posted July 13, 2006 Kita - I'm truly glad you didn't. As Spugly said, please talk to someone. There is hope, I swear... Link to comment
yeawutever Posted July 13, 2006 Share Posted July 13, 2006 Good to hear you're not planning to commit suicide, go on with life!!!!!!!! Link to comment
AnotherBrokenDoll Posted July 13, 2006 Share Posted July 13, 2006 Oh darling i know you've heard it over and over again but please don't it really isn't worth it. Someone once told me that life can only be good if some of it is bad! So just hang in there cuz soon you'll see how much you'd be giving up. Keep smiling. Link to comment
NKP Posted July 13, 2006 Author Share Posted July 13, 2006 Thanks i cant go get help it makes me worse and i dont really talk to them anyway i dont like talking about my probs to people, see on here is good coz no one knows me and im not ashamed to right how i feel Link to comment
Spugly Fuglet Posted July 13, 2006 Share Posted July 13, 2006 just like me Kita, I find talking to docs real hard, my coping face comes up and they just see a guy whos ok. When I have one of my very bad days I just dont talk at all. All lights go off and I shut down in side, there the bad days I can do real harm if Im around others like that. But here I can put down in words how Im feeling, Im happy you feel like you can do the same. Link to comment
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