Kasey Posted June 4, 2006 Share Posted June 4, 2006 yea..hes back..lets see how this goes. *crosses fingers for the best* and i got my life in order now, im taking driving classes, and dental assistant classes..so..i hope all goes well for me. ^_^ Link to comment
Kasey Posted June 4, 2006 Author Share Posted June 4, 2006 Also he left every one of his things Link to comment
Kasey Posted June 4, 2006 Author Share Posted June 4, 2006 Also.... I say id he doesn't want to come back I'll go to my ex..but every time i say it he gets all mad...but why is he letting me go to him then? Link to comment
friscodj Posted June 4, 2006 Share Posted June 4, 2006 This thing sounds like a god dam disaster... It's like you guys are riding a roller coaster with no seat belts on, keep falling out and getting back in... It's obviously not working out and I don't see things improving from what you posted. There are far better relationships out there... Link to comment
Kasey Posted June 4, 2006 Author Share Posted June 4, 2006 Yeah..I'm starting to think that..but do you think this is ALL lies? He wrote this to me on the 1st. Sorry I was kinda harsh, but now it is worth it, being that I am still here alone...? Sorry it's so long.... But I just wonder if it was all lies? m333k333e333: hey RustedKillingAx: mike RustedKillingAx: ... RustedKillingAx: where are you m333k333e333: i hitch hiked gfnf RustedKillingAx: what did i do wrong m333k333e333: to arcadia im at a coffee shop RustedKillingAx: * * * RustedKillingAx: why RustedKillingAx: are you doing this to me RustedKillingAx: what did i do wrong m333k333e333: you didnt do anything i just dont want to hurt you anymore than i already have i feel horrible about what i have done to you and thought you would be better off with out me RustedKillingAx: stop please RustedKillingAx: it hurts so bad RustedKillingAx: you got transferred to sarasota RustedKillingAx: just tell me bvefore you leave, i can hanfdle the truth m333k333e333: if you want me to come back i will work on getting home i have no money though because i dont get paid till tuesday m333k333e333: i will try to hitch hike home if you really wnat me to e with you RustedKillingAx: and u got transfereed to sarasota RustedKillingAx: why did u have to go there RustedKillingAx: why dont you just tell me m333k333e333: i was suppsed to get my check but it didnt come with the others so i hitch hiked RustedKillingAx: what is in sarasota RustedKillingAx: who RustedKillingAx: what\ RustedKillingAx: i just want to know m333k333e333: nothing i am ain arcadia right now RustedKillingAx: why do u do this to me m333k333e333: i dont mean to i just thoght you would be happier without me RustedKillingAx: NO RustedKillingAx: You are the ONKLY reason i was EVER happy m333k333e333: well i am going to leave now i am going to work on getting home RustedKillingAx: are u sure m333k333e333: what i s your phone number m333k333e333: i will call you as i make prgress m333k333e333: i will come home RustedKillingAx: ***-***-**** m333k333e333: it might take a bit since i have no money but i will be there RustedKillingAx: dont get killed and tell me if youre not coming home m333k333e333: i will be there as soon as i can RustedKillingAx: ok m333k333e333: i will try to get some change to call you soon RustedKillingAx: ok...do u promise m333k333e333: yes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RustedKillingAx: wait RustedKillingAx: they said you got transferred to sarasota m333k333e333: i dont know if ill be ther by three because i have to hitch hike and its night RustedKillingAx: wait m333k333e333: i know i planned ion it but have not got there yet RustedKillingAx: WHY DO U WANT TO GO THERE RustedKillingAx: what do you want to change? m333k333e333: because i thought you would do better without me and i am tired of see you brought down y me RustedKillingAx: you are going to work there? m333k333e333: no not now i am going to hitch hike home RustedKillingAx: my mom said if you dont show up at win dixie tomorrow they will fire you and she wont let you stay here so i guess i might as well not postpone the inevitable m333k333e333: if you are really serious about wanting me ther RustedKillingAx: YES RustedKillingAx: did i ever say i didnt want you here? RustedKillingAx: i just tried to make you happy m333k333e333: they waont fire me i talked with the manager and he said if thing work i out i can still work there m333k333e333: i dont want you to leave m333k333e333: i love oytu sooo much RustedKillingAx: then why are you doing this to me RustedKillingAx: all i wanted was for you to stay RustedKillingAx: well m333k333e333: anyways just wait for me one last time i will be home as soon as posiible m333k333e333: please i love you so much m333k333e333: i just didnt want to hurt you RustedKillingAx: i dont understand, i dont want to deal with this, but i love you m333k333e333: if you love me then wait for ne RustedKillingAx: It hurts too bad m333k333e333: why not m333k333e333: just go to your moms and ill be ther i swear RustedKillingAx: it doesnt help m333k333e333: well the best i can do is try to get there as quick as i can m333k333e333: i want to be with you m333k333e333: i have been really sad lately because of what i have done RustedKillingAx: then why did you do it RustedKillingAx: im not doing this anymire m333k333e333: i just thought you would be better off without me but since you really do love me im coming back and m333k333e333: just wait please m333k333e333: so will you m333k333e333: please? m333k333e333: if you ove me then pleASE RustedKillingAx: im not hurting any more m333k333e333: i left all my stuff there because i had a feeling it would work out like this i just had to be sure RustedKillingAx: * * * m333k333e333: i planned on coming back RustedKillingAx: I MNEVER SAID I DIDNT LOVE YOU m333k333e333: i know you never said it but i felt like i messed everyuthing up RustedKillingAx: I wont find anyone else and i cant live alone m333k333e333: you dont have to m333k333e333: just wait and i swear to god you will have me forever RustedKillingAx: you wanna get transferred to sarasota abnd leave me fiine..but i am not ever going through this again. and im sick of seeing my moms face when i cry, im sick of trying to do good, im sick of having dreams that come true m333k333e333: just wait and everything will be alright m333k333e333: do you have any idea how bad i hurt m333k333e333: i cant wait to hold you again m333k333e333: all opf our problems ;our my fault RustedKillingAx: i deserve tghat much, to not feel horrible m333k333e333: i want to be with you forever m333k333e333: so please wait m333k333e333: whether you say yes or no i am xcoming home RustedKillingAx: I am never being hurt by you again. m333k333e333: anthing else you want o say because i am going to start my journey back home ill try to call you as soon as possible and i will never talk to phil again so he can srap the idea of living with me RustedKillingAx: i loved you, more than anything, please take care of yourself. m333k333e333: it makes my heart hurt sooo baddddd m333k333e333: just f;ing wait i will die without you m333k333e333: i am so miserable without you RustedKillingAx: so youll just leave again? RustedKillingAx: no way. m333k333e333: no iw ont just all the talks we have had lately about what i did made fell like i wasnt good enough to be there RustedKillingAx: maybe you arent? if i hurt this bad maybe this should all be over tonight m333k333e333: no it shouldnt you said you love me and i love you that is all that matter s if we really do than we can make it work m333k333e333: so wait i am on my way m333k333e333: ok i promise m333k333e333: i would have taken my stuff if i planned on staying gone RustedKillingAx: yea. m333k333e333: what do you mean by that. m333k333e333: im on my way home ill talk to you soon RustedKillingAx: bye. m333k333e333: i love you m333k333e333: see you as soon as i can RustedKillingAx: yea so u can f'ing hurt me again. m333k333e333: i wrote down your number please answer when i call RustedKillingAx: k m333k333e333: i swear i wont hurt you RustedKillingAx: u already did. m333k333e333: i am going to try to bum some change to call you m333k333e333: i will either call you or myspace or aim you soon oki i love you soo much its not even funny ii looke forward to hearing your voice m333k333e333: i am going to go now but please promise me you will wait one last time RustedKillingAx: sure thing m333k333e333: are you being sarcastic RustedKillingAx: no RustedKillingAx: just stop this, all youre going to do is run off...AGAIN m333k333e333: ok then i will se you as soon as possible i am not i was just really sad about what i have done but if you really want to be with me then i swear i wont i will do anything for you tell your mom i will get paid like 200 and something dollars on tues RustedKillingAx: k.. m333k333e333: im coming home and bringing you a present m333k333e333: im not sure what since i dont have money but i will bring something m333k333e333: you really promise you will wait RustedKillingAx: just go. m333k333e333: what do you mean just go RustedKillingAx: i dont want to talk anymore m333k333e333: just tell me you will wait it will make my journey home esier m333k333e333: i love you tlak to you soon love your mike m333k333e333: i am very anxious to get home m333k333e333: hbut my heart hurt so bsd right now i just want to make sure you will be there when i get there RustedKillingAx: ok m333k333e333: you will be there alifve when i get there RustedKillingAx: maybe? RustedKillingAx: depends on how long i can pu up with this m333k333e333: please wait it will be worth it i am on my way now m333k333e333: i love you m333k333e333: talk to you soon m333k333e333: i really do love you m333k333e333: cant wait to see you RustedKillingAx: bye m333k333e333: iam going to go now will please wait m333k333e333: ill see you soon bye i love yopu sweet sweet RustedKillingAx: be careful. RustedKillingAx: =( m333k333e333: i will just so you know i am crying for the second time since ive known you RustedKillingAx: hope you like how it feels. m333k333e333: *hugs you* see you soon love you m333k333e333: please say bye or something i just want you to give me some encouragment before i go RustedKillingAx: be careful m333k333e333: i will im on my way bye i really hope i see you when i get there bye bye m333k333e333: just wanted to say i love yo uonce more before i gil RustedKillingAx: are you really coming back m333k333e333: see you soon yes i am really coming back RustedKillingAx: who are you seeing there m333k333e333: no one m333k333e333: i was on my way to sarasota to live a n unhappy life until i talke d to you RustedKillingAx: why transfer to sarastoa RustedKillingAx: you idiot.\ m333k333e333: i know m333k333e333: i am stupid RustedKillingAx: how would you feel if i pulled this m333k333e333: horrible RustedKillingAx: im sick of this mike. m333k333e333: me to i have just felt so bad lately m333k333e333: when i get home i thinnk we should sit down and have a serious talk RustedKillingAx: you think? m333k333e333: yes m333k333e333: will you be happy if i come home because i will be RustedKillingAx: YES RustedKillingAx: But..I know youll just do this again so in a way, No m333k333e333: ok see you as soon as possible m333k333e333: i cant wait to see you RustedKillingAx: Ok m333k333e333: im extremely excited about coming home m333k333e333: im going to go now im starting my journey ill contact you again soom RustedKillingAx: Ok m333k333e333: i love you kasey RustedKillingAx: i love you too m333k333e333: please just say something before i go RustedKillingAx: i hope to see you soon m333k333e333: iiiiiiiiiiiii llllllllloooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeee yyyyyyyyyyyyyyooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RustedKillingAx: be carreful please people will kill hitchikers,,,dont go too close to the road RustedKillingAx: please m333k333e333: ok i prmise m333k333e333: god i love you so much RustedKillingAx: please come back.. m333k333e333: thank you for waiting through this i will m333k333e333: never let you down again m333k333e333: see you son sweet sweet i love you m333k333e333: tell the cats i said hi RustedKillingAx: ok m333k333e333: mmmeeeeeeeooooooowwwwwwww m333k333e333: you really do love me ? RustedKillingAx: yes if you would stop running off. RustedKillingAx: how can i trust someone that runs out on me m333k333e333: ill show you this time how ,yay spins in cicle RustedKillingAx: you saud that last time.. m333k333e333: i know but i mean it this time m333k333e333: im heading off now i want to get home m333k333e333: see you soon love you RustedKillingAx: bye m333k333e333: blows kiss m333k333e333: bye m333k333e333: love you love you love you m333k333e333: see you soon RustedKillingAx: please dont get murdered on the way home m333k333e333: i wont m333k333e333: wish me kluck RustedKillingAx: ok RustedKillingAx: be safe\ m333k333e333: ok love you im going to come home now m333k333e333: see you as soon as possible RustedKillingAx: its dangerous there m333k333e333: i know m333k333e333: i will work on getting ther myslef m333k333e333: see you soon RustedKillingAx: ok m333k333e333: ill talk to you either tonight or tomarrow mornig or afternoon when ever i get change or find a computer to use RustedKillingAx: youre leaving me here alone? m333k333e333: what do you mean RustedKillingAx: youre not coming back? m333k333e333: i am i just mean i will talk to oyu on e the way m333k333e333: im not usre when i will be there it all depends on if someone will give me a ride RustedKillingAx: when will yopu get back m333k333e333: hopefully tomarrow RustedKillingAx: you are going to lose your job m333k333e333: i wont he tlold me if things worked out i can workin stuart still m333k333e333: i just saw him thismorning RustedKillingAx: ok m333k333e333: see you assoon as possible i really do love kasey more than anything or anyone RustedKillingAx: Ok m333k333e333: bye gives you a bear hug and kisses your forehead m333k333e333: see you soon m333k333e333: bebbbye RustedKillingAx: bye Link to comment
Kasey Posted June 4, 2006 Author Share Posted June 4, 2006 Yeah, I'm giving him 3 more days, because I think people can die from staying awake (ive been up for 5) and i dont want to hurt like this. There is only so long a person can hold onto hope... Link to comment
Gracelove Posted June 4, 2006 Share Posted June 4, 2006 Wow! That's interesting. He's verbally abusive to other women but not you? Has he ever explained to you why he keeps leaving? I don't know if you should still be with him, he isn't trust worthy. He just leaves in the middle of the night without telling you? I think he might like it. Maybe he's extremely insecure and likes leaving because you get extremely worried about him, maybe that makes him feel desirable or welcome. Okay I know this is a totally random and unpleasant thought but, do you think he's a serial killer? I mean he just randomly leaves, at night, doesn't explain himself? Or maybe he's a serial rapist? I mean something is seriously wrong. I WOULDN'T HAVE EVER THOUGHT OF THIS ASIDE FROM the comments you made about him, verbally abusing women, being fat, and having a small penius. He may be very insecure. He may be taking out his frustrations on other women somewhere. His behavior is disturbing. He leaves in the middle of the night? What could he possibly be doing? I don't know, it would really, really concern me. ***Okay, I must add that I didn't read all of the text that you sent back and forth to each other. I just saw them, but I still haven't read them. It's really late where I am right now and I don't know if I'll be able to read them right now. I made comments based on what you said in your original post. *** Link to comment
Kasey Posted June 4, 2006 Author Share Posted June 4, 2006 He's verbally abusive to other women but not you? Yep Has he ever explained to you why he keeps leaving? He thinks I don't want him there..and that he screws everything up. I think he might like it. That;s what my mom says, she thinks he gets a rush out of me pleading for him to come back...Or wants to see if I really like him...but god it's interfering with his job and our life and my trust...... Okay I know this is a totally random and unpleasant thought but, do you think he's a serial killer? Possibly LOL I WOULDN'T HAVE EVER THOUGHT OF THIS ASIDE FROM the comments you made about him, verbally abusing women, being fat, and having a small penius. Kinda like John Wayne Gacy? His behavior is disturbing. Very.. He leaves in the middle of the night? What could he possibly be doing? In early morning..before I wake up... he just...goes... I don't know, it would really, really concern me. It extremely concerns me, and his family and mine also. Thanks for making me smile n_n I think I'll probably give him 3 days and move on..I don't wanna frown anymore. I wanna look pretty for when I get married one day... Link to comment
Momene Posted June 4, 2006 Share Posted June 4, 2006 Give him ONE last chance, just one. Not 1 1/2. Link to comment
teacup Posted June 4, 2006 Share Posted June 4, 2006 my question is, why do u want him? Link to comment
Kasey Posted June 4, 2006 Author Share Posted June 4, 2006 Hmm...yeah... I've thought it about it a lot...I'm going to take my Monroe piercing out tonight and get a job the next day, and work on getting my car and classes done...I have enough stress without him. I blocked his name and I will have very much fun ripping up/throwing away/stomping his stuff. Maybe get the ring pawned also.. =D I put up with this for 5 days..and thought about taking my life at first, but then realized that there is so much better. I mean, it's not my fault that he's an idiot, right? Link to comment
alyssajones Posted June 4, 2006 Share Posted June 4, 2006 I think you would highly benefit from getting your own life in order first, before you seek to share it with another, especially someone who is as unstable he seems. Good luck and best wishes on your journey! Link to comment
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