Dreams

[jchan]

so far these have been the dreams i've been getting in the last few weeks day of the break up and after the break up.

 

1) the ex and i are going on vacation we are a happy couple

2) the ex and i are a married couple, with kids

3) sexual intamacy wth the ex

4) me getting my stuff back, and how the ex insults me along with her coworkers

5) me talking to my ex at her front door. she just came out of the shower. but i hear another man in the background. she fades away

6) me meeting another person, who acts like, looks like, talks like, exactly is my ex, but denies it all. and we start a relationship.

 

the mind plays cruel tricks.

 

the biggest fear i had has become reality. the fear that i would see her from a disassociated point of vew. 3rd person perspective with another person. looking in from the outside. the heart yearns for her yet the mind is doing the same.

[Ploppy]

weird.. i've had a few of them since me and my ex broke up. Numbers 1,2 and 6 are the ones i've had. Not sure if 6 was a real dream or me just day dreaming though (can't remember)