I buy the 'welcome'

[cinnamon_pods]

[*]I've had a hurting break-up where i was rejected by my bf who was my best friend too

[*]Someday I had a friend who I broke up with her

[*]I'm one of those highly sensitive people who think & think & blame themselves on everything

[*]I'm feeling terribly lonely now & need a friend bad

[*]I need a hug & to feel welcomed

[*]I'm totally exhausetd after the break-up & can't risk searching for friends

[*]After school, I like to go to the neat shops, resturants or any place where you find those people who are trained to give you a fake wide smile & neat welcoming sentences

[*]I know they do that for the menoy I pay & they wouldn't if I don't

[*]I like to read the books in which the writer welcomes you & talks to you

[*]I know he wouldn't if he actually meets you

[*]I pay for the 'welcome' & that makes me survive

[*]But I'm dying for a real hug & care

[*]Anyone know the feeling of 'begging' care from people who won't listen & find you silly?

[*]I wouldn't do that because it hurts me so much & I won't be able to afford that at the current time

[*]

[Bobo]

Omg...Youve brought tears to my eyes... If ever you want to chat, PM me... I'll even give MSN address if you want, for someone to talk to... This prob doesnt mean anything but *hug*.

[Blured]

wow, thats really hard.

friends often dont come when you go looking for them though, it's just happens. pm me too if you like, just try and work through it, happier times will come. theres a light at the end of the tunnel, and other cliches.