dave4443 Posted October 31, 2017 Share Posted October 31, 2017 So yesterday I had a horrible relapse. Today at work I was on my way to my regular coffee place to fuel up and I had a weird feeling to not go because I was convinced I'd bump into my ex. I dismissed this as crazy I may be awesome but psychic nah... lo and behold she's walking infront of me and we engage. Last time we bumped into each other was awkward as hell my heart raced and there was animosity on both sides but even after my breakdown yesterday it was different, still love her but I wasn't nervous or about to go into cardiac arrest we just had a great talk about nothing Gave her a lift and we hugged bye. I'll probably relapse again at some point but I think the main reason was I was sure there was still hatred between us but it seemed to have vanished which has relieved a lot of the guilt I felt. So if you and your ex left on a bad note don't worry the hatred absolves itself, now I just need to make sure I look sexy when ever I leave the house... just in case Link to comment
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