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Instead of telling you "Have a nice day." to cold silence, I'll post to everyone here, Have a great day guys.

I would say I wish you well, as I do most people; but evil comes in many forms and I cannot condone it. You'll have noone to blame but yourself for the life of Hell you've created in my absence.

Day 3 no contact after a year of trying. I feel better. The effort I expended in not giving up, and pain I gave myself = it was worth it. You know I was for real. Now you'll know I am for real about moving on.

7-6-7 No contact day one. Back here again. I deserved another chance. I definitely did not deserve the cruelty and silence. Split up a year. Day 1

Day 11 no contact. Nothing to say that hasn't been said. 'Now Faith is the substance of things hoped for, evidence of things not seen' - Hebews 11:1

I am doing exactly what you asked. And not bothering you. I would apologize but I already have too many times. And come to think of it, I cant recall you saying 'sorry' one time in 14 months. That's not a good sign. Your vanity will destroy you and lack of mercy will haunt you. Day 7 of a probable permanent silence from me. I tried for 3 months to mend this rift. And you have made your point clear. My silence will now make mine clear. A taste of your own medicine. You think I am so easy to get back. But what you don't understand is; despite my attempts post-break up; #1) I left you due to your coldness and #2) I will never take you back due to how you treated me after we split and how you defiled my name. You want silence? I will give it to you forever. I am over you. Thank you guys for this beautiful forum. It has saved my life since 2010. I went through my darkest moments here, and while I got advice I didn't want to hear. It was always wise and right in the end. No contact is the only solution.

Day 6 no contact. I know I made mistakes; but I am Human and we all do. I have been clean for two months, and I know my behavior was pushy, and the texts were annoying. And I know you said "No." When I asked, is there a possibility of a chance in future? I could not just give up on you even though you did me. I truly love you. And I will not contact you again per your requests. Stay strong guys. No Contact is the only way to heal. And working on loving and healing your Soul. Because my ex doesn't care about my well-being; it simply is reality. And a little advice: listen to a band called Blackfield (I and II albums); they're on Youtube; music for the soul. And to all men, I have extensive relationship experiences and experiences with extreme failure, heart-break, depression, Drug Abuse, Bi-polar disorder. You need meds? Mylan Bupropion (200 mg) (aka Wellbutrin) Teva Lamictal (100 mg) - Walgreens Mylan and Teva are the only recommended generic manufacturers. These two side-effect free dopamine based anti-depressant (Wellbutrin) and mood-leveling Lamictal, have literally saved my life, eliminated my depression 100%, Bipolar symptoms: GONE, Drug Addiction: ABSTINENT 100%. So if you're suffering from separation anxiety, alcoholism, substance abuse, depression, Bipolar Mood swings (break-ups trigger them in me); just take my advice. I have extensive knowledge on psychiatric medications. Furthermore my friends in pain, buy : "Rapid relief from Emotional DISTRESS by Campbell, MD"; study auto-hypnosis, exercise REGULARLY, Sleep 6-8 hrs a day, and keep a journal of your thoughts. do not contact your ex, period. A funny thing about women is, they say one thing, feel conflicted inside, especially when you ignore them like they do us (taste of their own medicine); they want space? Give them a year of silence. If not contacted by then, you have healed if you follow my advice; then go NC for LIFE. NEVER GIVE UP YOUR DIGNITY. AND REMEMBER YA'LL, GOD AIN'T EVER LEAVING YOU.

You don't stop bad karma by generating more of it.

We'll talk in a couple of months unless I've found someone trustworthy in that span. Which is likely to happen.

I remember our Thanksgiving two years ago. Probably one of the best of my life. I miss you.

56 days i think

Hey, at least I wrote a book of poetry over this! I'm happy

it's been two months, and we haven't spoken, I'll have my life back in 3 months. I know I couldn't ask you to wait around on me, but I have to tell, I'm still in love with you. I love you.

Well, at least I'm in the best shape of my life. Heart's starting to come around too!

Every day I don't talk to you or see you helps me get over the entire situation.

The thought of losing you used to cause me so much anguish that I really couldn't bear the thought for too long. A month later my worst fears were confirmed and I was left in complete shambles for two months. It's going on three months and I'm still not 100% but I am getting better. We've been through this twice now and in all honesty, we never should've been through it once. You know I am right. But being right doesn't fix things. It takes two people to fix things. And so while you're with your inferior rebound who couldn't respect the boundaries of our relationship while we were together, I'll respect yours. That's the fundamental difference between us I guess. If I make a promise, I keep it; if it's a vow, I'll never break it. You broke every promise you made me and I had to deal with the psychological fall-out of those broken vows. Broken promises have the power to seriously hurt people. I didn't do it to you nor would I ever. Ceasing all communication has helped me tremendously. Sooner or later, I will find someone who will keep their promises. They may not be you but that might be a blessing. I refuse to let this experience color any future relationships in any negative way. Sometimes it's best just to find acceptance, no matter how hard, or how long it takes. No contact is the only way for me to do that. But you still haunt my thoughts and dreams. I'll always love you with every cell in my body. This was a mistake and I am sorry I couldn't be who you needed.

Just want you to know that when your rebound fails fantastically, I won't be there.

I used to pray for my love to come back, now I pray for karmic justice.

Day 12. I will most likely get her back at some point in the future... could be months... not investing any hope/energy/effort at this time.

day 11 no contact almost broke down and e-mailed or called yesterday. didn't do it. felt better after.

Get some integrity and keep your word.

I really miss you. Please talk to me so we can start over and rebuild our beautiful relationship.

I know I already got all of the WHY's... but I have to ask again, WHY?

Rjones, you are a strong man. Seriously bro, I got mad respect. Day #2 NC for me and I'm weak as puppy piss

Even though you're in an emotionally rough spot right now it doesn't compare to what you've put me through the past 2+ weeks. I've had a freaking mental break-down from which I've completely recovered from, and while I cry a good two times a day, I just want you to know that it is going to pale in comparison with what Karma has in store for you for your lies. While I would someday like to work things out, I don't think I want to be around when the consequences of your cowardice/disloyal behavior comes smacking you in the face like a ton of bricks. You ruined my life, I will get it back, and I hope you receive a monumental dose of what you've dished out to me. I went to the edge of the earth and walked the fires of Hell to be with you and show you how much I love you. You repay me with lies and faithlessness. Your lack of character is astounding.