Butterfly2222 Posted August 14, 2017 Share Posted August 14, 2017 Hi all! Thank you for reading this. I went through a break up 2 months ago and I am still struggling. We dated for less than a year, but it was very intense from the start. We met through my sister and we became very close. I made many mistakes and hurt him a few times. I struggle with anxiety and insecurity issues, as well as the inability to be vulnerable after a past physical abuse relationship. While I was not a horrible gf, there were times where I was unnecessarily mean. Meanwhile he has issues communicating. He couldn't get past it. So he broke up with me. We stayed in contact over the past two months, with mainly me trying to reach out, but I decided I couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't prove that I learned my lesson and I wanted to change. My sister and her husband still hang out with him and my best friend dates his roommate. Which is tough for me. I started counseling. But I am still heartbroken. He says maybe some time in the future when we have both gotten our crap together, but I can't hold on to that. I have major guilt for hurting someone who was nothing but wonderful to me and my daughter. I just need to move on now and not cry everyday. I've learned from my mistakes, but how do I forgive myself? I need to move on even though I still care deeply and I am struggling. Link to comment
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