hopeparis Posted June 29, 2017 Share Posted June 29, 2017 I don't know what's happening. We were supposed to be on vacation together at this moment. Everything went south so fast. The more time passes, the more empty I feel. It's not so much the end of the relationship that hurts, but the way it did, and how much his actions hurt me. I never deserved to be treated this way. It seems like all his respect for me has vanished with the end of the relationship. It's like I'm / I was nothing. I messaged him twice on FB to come get his stuff back since it's been 3 weeks since the break up. Didnt open those. I texted him to be sure he knew I had to get rid of it because of my mother. No response. I feel bad throwing it away. I don't get this silence. All I ever wanted was to be civil since our break up was amicable - at least that's what I thought. My mind is looping non stop and it's so tiring. Today I cried for the 1st time in my life in public, in the train. I couldnt take it anymore. I feel so rejected and empty when all I did was show him respect. I never hurt him. I don't even care about his reasons anymore. I just want to stop hurting and I don't know how. I've tried everything. I can't afford a therapist, I'm a student. I've been going out, exercising, reading. But the physical pain in my throat, chest and belly is constant, even in my sleep. I can't take it any longer Link to comment
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