firstluvstruck Posted March 25, 2017 Share Posted March 25, 2017 What bothers me the most, is thinking of her expressing those emotions for someone else, feeling those emotions for someone else, giving her body to someone else. The same ones she gave me, the same ones she gave me that made me feel like I was the only one that could make her feel like that. she told you that YOU MAKE HER HAPPY. What if she is dating someone else? How can she do it? Does she intentionally forget about you? How does she rationalize it in her head? How does she come to acceptance of forgetting about me? how does she put aside those feelings if they are obviously so strong? I want to know, so I can do it. I want to know, so I know where I stand. I want to know, so I can find some hope to hold on to. But what if the new person lasts. What if she gets treated well like she wants to. She will forget about you. And even if you make it back into her life, will it be too late? A few more months away from home, is it too long? Does my holding onto love for someone who won’t wait make me pathetic? How can I stop idolizing without cutting her out of my life? Why do you want her in your life like this? Is she looking for new love out of loneliness? Out of boredom? Because she is ready to move on? She says she finally found someone “to replace you” but realized "you can't be replaced." If she realizes that, how does she continue to see him? Wrote this for myself, but wanted to share. Long distance got in the way. my first, not hers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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