helpimsoalone Posted March 8, 2017 Share Posted March 8, 2017 I don't even want to type this because it makes it real. But I'm so desperate. I've been with my boyfriend for about 3.5 years. 1.5 of those have been long distance, only seeing each other once a year. I love him. He is so sweet, and I see a pure soul when I look at him. I know he is crazy about me and completely in love with me too. But the past few weeks I've been feeling...so numb. So...unsure? I'm so scared. I feel like I'm slipping out of love. It's getting difficult to picture him next to me, picture him with me in the future. But he's all I want, I don't want anybody else. We have so much history. I would give anything to keep on loving him, but these horrible fears and thoughts will not go away. I have horrible anxiety and depression as well. Since it is long distance we are unable to go on dates or really talk face to face. We Skyped a few nights ago and that felt odd to me too. Please help me. Any suggestion. Please, I don't want to fall out of love. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me. I'm in a panic and I feel like I'm going to be sick. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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