locolady Posted November 11, 2011 Share Posted November 11, 2011 Hi all, Just feeling lonely tonight and thought i'd reach out and say hello to anyone in the same boat. I've been single for 4 years now and I still feel so alone. I wonder if that will ever go away now that i'll never fully believe someone will stay again? I have friends and know i'm lucky there. I've just moved abroad so I guess that is making it worse but over the last years, with no-one to love and no-one loving me, i've felt a huge hole in my life that has never patched up. Even the very best friends cannot fill the void of a lover. All my friends have relationships, are married, kids on the way even and I know they just don't understand. I'm scared they're all drifiting away as their lives move on while i'm stuck becoming like some sad cousin or a little sister. I yearn so much for love - i've got so much to give and I long for my chance. It gets so hard as more and more friends get engaged, get married, settle down and life moves on. I left London partly to get away from it, partly because then i'm focusing on something else but I can't help sometimes but envy the lives they have - so secure - and fear what the hell is going to happen to mine. Anyway, anyone else like me? Anyone got any advice for me? Thanks Link to comment
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