For those who are hurting...

[newinvention]

I hope you get something from this... It made me feel better writing it...

 

You are weak, and I am a wonder

I am immovable, and you were a blunder

Never again will your ears hear the sound

Of my voice or the words of me coming around

Your eyes will not rest or gaze upon me

Our lips will not touch, this moment I'm free

It was you who choose this, it was not I

I've pined and I've prayed and I've hoped I would die

But no more - it ends now, you cease to exist

And shall be wiped clean from my mind, I'll persist

And I'll fight and I'll shut you out

And the memories, and wine, and us rolling about

Are erased, extinguished, and sapped of their joy

And the base hopes of a simple, soft boy

Who wanted and needed and waited and pleaded

And greeted you every moment and day

Will lay by the side of the road and decay

Like an animal who froze and was crushed

Cracked and broken, those words in my stomach

Never again to be spoken

I'll never look back at this path that you chose

I'll be gone, gone, gone, away and away

Not waiting and hoping to again be your prey

I'll be gone, but I'll be there the same

Like a cancerous tumor that grows in your brain

And grows to a point of pressure and pain

When you realize the wonder you tossed aside

And all of your fancy new dreams subside

When the cheap pleasure you chose to replace

Will stare you down in your old woman face

You'll slip back to that wonder I was

And you'll cry and feel that anguish

Each day 'till you die

[BellaDonna]

^Wow- now there's some raw emotion. Good for you for getting it out.

 

But no more - it ends now, you cease to exist

 

That was the best line. Empowerment.

[newinvention]

Thanks Bella - made me feel a bit better