ATLstudent Posted January 22, 2009 Share Posted January 22, 2009 I feel uphappy I feel so sad Ive lost the life, that i never had, It was my dream, to lives these years In my own skin, without these tears. My love is lost, spinning round In a cycle of confusion and doubt My sexuality doesnt match my emotions and my emotions do not match my erections. I live in a enigma, something i can never fix or change but something that pulls me in two different directions Two selfish beast take the drivers seat and split me in half They dont stop because they cant stop, until were both dead. SO why am i living, what am i fighting for I am just 23 and i look 34. What have i done to deserve this Doesnt a right make up for a wrong, this life constantly makes me feel guilty\ for something i am not sure i did, But i see my life as punishment some days, on others just a cruel world, but on the days i do see a god all i can ask is whywhy why? What have i dont but on my most days i live in my own mind and have no god And on those days i realize that my life is quite painful to me And i cant stand what has come to pass Why me, why so much pain, have i caused this on someone elses life, God...i hope not, but i am s o r ry , Link to comment
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