Depression.

[Beoslasher]

Time heals

and I lie fake

looking at a world

I cannot take

 

I feel destroyed

rebuilt from scraps

I feel used

a ripped paper bag

 

I am lost

searching for something

I lie here

longing for nothing

 

I am raped

discarded and stayed

a closet of pain

all locked away

 

I am a fool

my mind is in shambles

I am abused

nothing to handle

 

I cannot die

because I have not lived

depression is all I have left to give.

[dogwood]

aw that was sad and beautiful. I'm not sure exactly what happened to you as poetry can be literal and metaphorical, but I've definitely felt how you feel. especially "rebuilt from scraps" and "a closet of pain/all locked away" really hit home, I've felt those exact things, great lines.

 

i know you're in a very dark place right now, and I've been there, and I'm sure you've heard this a million times but things will get better over time. again I don't know what happened to you - if it was breakup or abuse or what - but the best thing to heal from anything is to spend time with people who love and support you so you don't sink into depression the way you talk about, it will only make you feel worse and be harder to pull yourself out of.

 

PM me anytime if you want some help gettin thru stuff

[redrose85]

Miles...are you doing okay? That poem kind of worries me. PM or facebook me if you need to talk, ok?

[mellybelly]

I love the flow of your words beo, you are so talented.

 

depression is definitely not all you have to give.

 

so much love to you!!

[floating_away]

I cannot die

because I have not lived

depression is all I have left to give.

 

This verse particularly resonates with me. Wish you all the best.

[Beoslasher]

Thanks guys!

Just been going through some crap, nothing I cant handle

It was just what I felt like atm. It was awful.

I really appreciate the support!, I'm muscling, I think i'll make it