wannabeboosted Posted June 30, 2008 Share Posted June 30, 2008 not at a place to date others nor do I want to... Its been over a month since she left.. during this time it took me about a week to back out of the situation see what I wanted and I know its her... I actually didnt plan on going to see her today but she called and said she wanted to spend some time with me... overall the day went very well.. towards the end we had a little bit of a talk about how things were going where she was at and where she wanted to be... Right now she does not want to date anyone she wants to work on herself make sure that I am no longer confused about wanting a relationship with her and trust me a little more... which I expected... I told her that though I love spending time with her and kissing and holding her it hurts to know that we wont get back together anytime soon... I told her it had to stop... so after leaving when I got home she said she was sorry and that she wont hurt me anymore... I asked if this meant that she never wanted to give us a second chance... she said no it meant that she would not hang out with me until she was ready... She also said while I was there that when we get back together she wants to konw that it is going to be for long term because she wants to get married and have kids and what not eventually... I assured her that I had changed and it was not just because she had left... I said that I have changed for me and whether we get back together or I get with someone new that I would not be making the same mistakes as I have been working and changing these things for the better... and not just for her... So all in all I think things are going very well... I am doing fine and am okay with the fact that we will not be talking or hanging out for a while... she said she just wants to see that I am true to her and that I am not going to get confused about what I want again... this is something that time will show her... I asked her when I would know she was ready and she said that I would know and that she loved me ... wow im ranting as usual... I am feeling pretty damn good about the situation cant wait to see what the future has to hold for me... Link to comment
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