fatboyjuggalo Posted June 21, 2008 Share Posted June 21, 2008 im seriously close to killing someone. i've never felt hatred like i feel now and i have nothing to lose. i posted recently about my break up after 6 years. i gave her space and she slept with him. i gave her more space and she built a relationship with him. i gave her even more space and she starts falling for him. now we have been spending time together and she swears up and down that he is absolutely nothing to her. while we aren't together i at least want honesty if we are going to be friends. i still love her deeply and she knows this. and in order for me to really let her go i feel i need to know she wants something other then me. recently she told me that shes angry, its years of pent up anger and thats the only thing keeping us apart. she won't let me comfort her, she just doesnt want to talk about it and pretend like nothings wrong. we go back into our regular routine of things we would do together and its all great until i try to touch her. she lets me cuddle with her some nights and not others. im really at a lost and i seriously can't live without her. im scared that if something doesnt happen soon im going to end up killing this kid. it would all stop if she was just honest with me. please help me. any advice. and no i can't just walk away from her. she's the only thing i have in my life and i can't give her up especially knowing that she still loves me and its only anger keeping us apart. i actually want to know what advice you would give to me and to her. Link to comment
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