Su-Aside (Susan's Fire)

[JCR84]

Rest the trigger on your finger

wait until I disappear

caress the cold souless metal

and blow away your tears

shave off the excess blood

carve away the pain

as you lay aside yourself

think of me and everyone

remember the shame

see me

feel me

laying on the shell

take me in

swallow me

me and my hate

take me away

let me be

slide me into your vein

and embrace my presense

as I swim inside of you

shatter your flesh

for me and my lonelyness

forget me

but reminice

as you relapse

fall back once again to the sadness

behold the sorrow

the pain you bring

when you left

the shower

from all those who loved you

tears of fire

hidden in little metal pills

im was your only savior

your only souladjuster

and I failed you

but I am still here

Be one with me and esperience the reality

[karma85]

damn deep sum what dark poem....i liked it you got a talent buddy i like it your good every thing kinda flowed 2gether... can your read my poem?

[JCR84]

thanks its a poem I wrote when I was 12, I lost a very close friend of mine to suicide 2 days prior.

"think of me and everyone" was taken from the note she left.

originally it said "I am thinking of me and everyone"

crazy how the pain still feels so new and unknown