Day 5 of NC

[velvetapathy]

Well today is the 5th day of N/C... I know I should of started this sooner however she was my closet friend and the person whom I confided in the most, when we broke up a lot of our so called friends choose sides and I suddenly became the enemy it seems like. I still have a lot of feelings for this girl and am hoping that someday in the future we can be together again... however as the days go by that seems to just be wishful thinking.

 

Well things are looking up I have reconnected with some friends that I had lost as well as started learning how to play the guitar... will probably drive into the city and buy one this weekend. I just want to say thank you to everyone on this site for not only your encouraging comments but for having the courage to share your heartbreak as reading other people stories and knowing that I really am not alone in my situation does help.

[barbielovesmac]

Good job! Keep it up.

 

No contact really does help.

 

I wish you the best.