About the two days thing... She told me that the guy had been asking her out for a while now, but she kept on telling him that she was commited to me and wasn't willing to be with him. I didn't ask too many questions so as to find out more.
When she calls again, (if she does)... I believe she will... I'm going to ask her what are her reasons for calling, as some of you suggested, in a very polite manner.
As for begging and pleading, I have made up my mind not to do that and I'm fully confident that I won't. When I picture the idiot that I was making out of myself by pleading to her, I don't see how I could do this again. Thanks to the advice I've read here.
As far as I'm concerned, I'm already in the driver's seat, simply because of the fact that she has called me five times (including two that I didn't answer this morning) in the last two days, and I'm yet to make a single call. I'm keeping my pride. I'm very hurt but I've noticed that everyday I'm healing, no matter how slow. Crying a little less all the time.
Thanks for taking the time to answer. This forum is really helping me. I knew nothing about the no-contact rule before. If I knew, I wouldn't have belittled myself so much to her.
I wonder what must be going through her mind now. Perhaps she's thinking the same. Who knows. Tine will tell.
I'll keep you posted.